hello readers, lols.
okay basically , meeting fannie this afternoon.
at 163a, she's with aaron.
wengwei came over aftermath,and boon hao next .
tsk, so many mosquitoes .
fuck those bloody mos . nb .
okay so we went bbc to sit ,
leonard, papa pang and the others came over .
tsk, stupid yang keep staring at me, cos somebodeh is heading towards here .
and its him -.-''
but i dwaana care ,
few girls ~ are selling ice cream, walls?
papa and co disturbs them, haahha.
laughing my ass out , and can see that their face are like pekcek (:
thanks leonard for treating me , ice cream (:
hah, ahwei drop an ant onto papa'ss ice cream, and started to disturb them again .
hahahahahs,
papa and tehhao asked leonard to place his hand onto his face, as if hands if bigger than face you will suffer cancer , but fake!
he really put , and tehhao pushes his hand and it hits leonard face, hahah .
blahs, many jokes .
its 7.10pm, went to fetch mama pang <3 , under her block with fannie, aaron,boonhao, zhenyang,rizam,wengwei and co .
they are like small kids , fighting .
lmaos, joke .
kfc for dinner, with zhenyang,aaron,fannie,ahmad and weng wei . (:
ahh! , mama was like he's behind you , ):
disturb zy with my lovely cheese fries , heh heh~
after dinner, went up lan .
thats the ren wu i had to receive from papa ,
charis house downstairs shelter to slack,
hah mama treat me and leonard ice cream,
thanks mamapang, iloveyah <3 (:
hahha, mama disturbs leonard , from his cases ,
laughs .
ouhouh , mamapang and leonard are tlaking about cases they had , blahblahblah.
okay sent mama pang home, as its 8.50 pm already ,
all of them ran to bbc's nearby playground to play blindmice ,
funny, took care of ahmad's wallet/key/lighter , he got many things to handle ,like duh .
and eventually wengwei took ahmad's shirt to pp , laughs .
he was like talking to me , like a finally .lols
their blindmice continues, i was like laughing.
real stupid can , police was at bbc .
went home at 9.40 .
walk home with zhenyang, the mehmeh ~sheep .
caught aaron and fannie , holding hands (:
laughs, caught up with aaron and fannie infront of us,
waited for bus with em' ,
ciaos~

this coming wed having dinner again , seeyah'




money is all i need naos , !(:
im living better without you , nohurts no pain.
but just happy , maybe having phobia of boyfriend ?
or maybe good friends make my life happy ?
esp close friends and parents like ,
charispjx,and manymany .
slacking at punggol is really fun, i think so .
haha , i really love my life nao .
jsut that i wanna work, i need money !

went AMK hub today for uncle's birthday cake ,
bought my favourite flavour MANGO (:
happy or what , haha .
bought a vest from cotton on, thanks mummy .
lols, shopping .
went back home at 8plus , approximately .
at home naos, talking to my MAMApang <3 ,
tmr meeting her , she's my loves ! ,
on msn nao talking to ;emily , darryl , and baozhen (;
ouh im not so glad with days going on ,
i need money , i wanna work .!





PAPA pang says he loves our family tree (Y)
happy or what , haha ! .
if this came to my real life, changing my parents to them its how good right ?
so damn freedom, had much more loves then my own frekaing parents .
am i right , keke (;



HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE, (;
thanks for so doting me , (:

past two days slack with the usuals again ,
papa says he's coming with aaron later on after they fetch fannie to bbc,
while waiting we slack with the others ,
blahblahblah , went to bbc to slack with papa,boonhao and co .
just sitting there for a couple of minutes, police man came .
naaahbei screening again , like wtf.
keven nearly get boonhao into trouble wtf .
okay afterthat, kfc with papa,boonhao,yang and kiakeng .
ahwei came in few minutes , then papa went off .
they went back to bbc while i bus down to meet jeffrey and dennise ,
blahblahblah /
green to meet weilin then home .
quarrelled with grandma, she mother fucking crazy .


today is my uncle birthday, happy birthday uncle !(:
staying at home today? most probably .
Tmr night going to have dinner with CHARIS mama , zhenyang , aaron ,fannie and maybe kimhock . thumbsup!(Y)
30TH is limshaobin's birthday, he wants donald duck . lols

upcoming holidays are so freak, i wanna get a job ,any intro ?
dnt situations to be done , study for dnt retest .
back to school for classdecor for mrs tan .

i want to put in all my besteffort to buckup my studies after holiday .
no more nonsense in school, my target is to pass ALL my subjects .
esp my maths i want to workharder on that mother fucking sub .
money ? as for that i wanna work during this holidays, welll.



not gonna talk to a particular person in class, i dont like that -.- person .
i dont wanna join you to retain i wana pass .
ouh shit my results are better than yours ,bye bitch /

ending with , i love my mamapang/papa pang / bestfriends /bro(S) and sis(s) (Y)




after that incident , i realised i'm afraid of relationship nao, and i didnt know why
perhaps getting hurt times and times is numb -ing my heart ,
as i think single life is no different from r/s .
i can do anything i like without control, going anywhere i like with mama pang and friends .
studying without distruption .
how cool isit . (Y)

25/05/10 .
down punggol yesterday to meet charis pjx .
then slack with boonhao /rizam and co .




26/05/10 .
back home after school today,
bath then down punggol to meet charis pjx bigsister <3 ,
then fannie/aaron/jocelyn came aftermath,
charis went back home at 5plus with jocelyn , hahah .
okay then bobian have to acc fannie ,
so went 163 voiddeck slack ,
haha purposely dontwant let her sit , wanna let her sit with aaron .
haha, tsk! stupid aaron keep disturb me by saying that doggy name . ):
kimhock,ernest and ahwei came ,
laughs, jokers .
okay , my papa,doggy,rizam and many peepos came aftermath ,
awhile later , police came,
cos some fucking kapos called the police , nb .
ahwei ran off,
then we was screened , sian .
okay, went to charis's black to fetch her with kimhock, but zy came halfway with us .
talk many many cock , haha .
okay pp to meet aaron and fannie , as aaron was treating us suki sushi?
but its like so long, so we went koufu to have dinner together ,
saw chunhou brother, haha ,
he's with his girlfriend, woohoo.
tsk stupid yang ask chun to call his phone then deesiaosiao him, laughs .
okay , byebye to chun .
okay bbtea shop to buy bbtea,
then slack at charis bigsister's voiddeck to play dare , hah .
kimhock and yang lc , laughs .
then aaron and fannie kiss , haha .
thank kimhock for sending me home, takecare ohh you (:







haha there's something i wanna declare to charispjx bigsister ,
bigsister , from 27/05/10 onwards you are my mama instead of bigsister,
as kimpang papa / me and you got the "pang" so we are a family tree .
hahaha !(:
okie papa i wil forget him dehs alright ! (:



i swear i gonna forget you as i think that you're useless.

school today is damn damn freaking boring ,
back home, bath&change than down compass to meet jocelyn.
bus to charis house, went up her house .(;
boonhao suddenly called me and say sathia (whatever) is drunken ,
went down , its like nothing happpen, but boonhao told me he was possesed by diyahpek just nao .
and im like huh?!
sathia keep vomitting, and boonhao was just like an NURSE, haha.
ambulance came aftermath ,
tsk stupid kimpang keep ask me suckcock! ,
slack slack slack,
then koufu with rizam,yang,boon and kiakeng for dinner ,
discuss alot about sathia weird case, and sintua thingy .
then roofgarden to slack, rizam tattoo for kiakeng .
then boonhao's turn, haha like a funny .
boonhao tattoo is like a torture to kk.
hahaha, rizam threw nigel's bag away , laughs .
pp mama shop to buy tibits, tsktsktsk knn the blanglah uncle is damn guai lan .
bbc to slack , drew something .
i like it, cos i love to draw . (;



i will put in all my best best best effort to forget you .
co si think that you are'nt worth .
and i want to tell you that you're just an hongster in many people's mind .
nao nao nao~



i gotta renwu to do , haha

meet jeffrey today, ate mac for lunch . yummmy,
walk all the way to punggol primary school from ave8 bus stop , hot !
meet charis and jocelyn and pp koufu ,talk talk talk .
they left at 5.30 ,
bbc to slack , many people came .
but they went for lunch aftermath ,
tsk stupid aaron disturb me with an (A) ,
wonder how he knows, ??
slack slack slack,
he came afterthat, really wannaa burst out of tears , but i dont want .
as boonhao told me something that makes my modd really go downwards from 100% to 5 % .
ben wong show me/jeffrey and boon hao a video of kimpang bullying a junior, laughs .
its really funny , haha .
kimhock and ernest came to chitchat with us, funny guys .
okay, they all went to play lan aaround 8 plus , but me and jeffrey didnt,
played basketball , shiok!
halfway , tehhao/benwong came to join us .
then when natu/kimpang and ahwei comes back and wanted to start the game , lights are off .
so didnt get to play the last last round .
play that to throw all my tentrumps(whatever) out ,
cos i hate one particular person .
bus home at 10 pm.












you said that yourself, speak through your own mouth .
you always break the promises you've given , im seriously deeply dissapointed .
i always burst out of tear just because of you , just you only .
friends says fated ? but i dont know .
as things we cant do, things we can do are the same ,
slippers broken? is still the same we had .
i dont know whats going on in your damn freaking weird mind ,
dont ever give false hope cause i will HATE you for doing that,
i hate that the most of all reasons,
thanks for those craps to show your through colours, as brother ask me before
i like you in what way?
i also dont know, i dont know whats good about you too .
if you're good you would do all these, you ever said EOY, remember?
so what are you gonna continue next ?
stead/ break when you love a girl so much before then look for next target after breaking ?
it shows that you're just an damn hongster okay .
am i wasting my time? i also dont know .
you are just distrupting my life in many ways, esp my EMOTIONS, MOOD, ATTITUDE, FEELINGS.
please change , you ?
always saay DONT CARE.
if really really one pathethic girl STEAD with you , and when you love her so much ,
but how she treat you is just a rubbish, see whats the feeling you get back alright .
see whats the feeling i get right nao, ignore me is just a way to you ?
nest time dont ever talk to me cos i will treat you as a glass , TRANSPARENT item ?
hmph i guess so , nono!
i think i will , cos you done all this to me in these was hurting .
i really regret why i choose to be with you back into the past,
as i've been cheated by your damn PROMISED,
i will be great without you perhaps.










holidays are coming towards , i dont know is it good or bad .
i have to do dnt and study dnt over the holidays, fuckgawd .
byes ,

causeway point today, mama bought me a jansport school bag, cooolness (loves) .
tsk you didnt reply me till nao , thought you angry , ! ):
hphm, !
seen your msn today, your pm is still (140509) , its like so happy or what?
=.= , woainitoo (loves).

yah , my hair is getting longer, i want my pony tail to be like longer just like last time, (;
perhaps rebonding during the october/nov holidays , and colour it (:
days are getting faster and faster each day, hais .
faster give me your answer please . );



1405090930, counting on 1year8days (loves)

down punggol yesterday with bigsister, charis ,lovesloves
ate maggie at her house, yumyum .
haha .
boonhao's house aftermath,
watch teeevee, kiakeng and wengwei too ,
but they were playing com games .
tsk stupid boonhao ask kiakeng act as his voice to fake him cos i thought he's there inside the room too, ):
okay, boon /charis and i had plans , they plan many many for me too , for (something ) .
haha, boon ask me acc go lan play blackshot with him and ( ...)
and ps charis ask her go mcys herself, haha .
but at last, i went tamp to meet family cos i need to consult doctor for my damn fucking itchy foot ,
while bigsister down mcys with her friend,
text my lazyboy all the while ,
after consulting doctor, tamp mall /tamp1 /century for some shopping ,
bought leggings from uniquo , sandals from jimmy'z ,blahblahblah .
text my lazyboy again, tsk he so bhb .
said his blackshot so pro can train so fast to a rank dehs,
haha, first time he so caring, ask me go consult doctor for ?
glad nehhs ,heh heh~
kinda happy or i dontknow?
hope? i dont know he didnt reply me as i ask him something ,
i dontknow is he escaping from reality or what .
suntec later with mama, grandma.










i dont know should i have hope anot,
as you didnt reply me after i've ask you that partucular ques,
you said abit , but are you escaping from reality,
we are ex in the past, but we are not the same nao if we patc back,
we are starting afresh ? , isnt it ?
i dont know, im sad for this.
reply me though you?
i loveyou okay,

im thinking back through my posts, im really so childish in the past,
im so different from last time nao,
my dressing is like a retard last time ,
but nao i different,
im different in attitude too (:

thinking back , we are having so much fun everyday with brothers,
just by slacking , plaza sing for movie, sentosa , watching movie, vivo, are really happy for me .
nothing could separate us ,
as in past-kuaypek says if you're mine you're be back to me, nao you really did (;
i didnt want to lost you or treat you like in past, doing those stupid thing a little bit say break,
nao i wont i will treasure you as those things are really so foolish , i will wait no matter what (:
cos i still love you no matter i stead with who or whatever,
i wont change you as i want to be yourself ,
we are tgt in a place with brothers, on 140510 .
i dont know isit what? but im just happy ,
talking to me the day before im really glad too , (:



okay, i really must thanks CHARISPANG, if she didnt took my phone and msg him ,
this day wont happened already, thanks hao many hao many ohh !<3 (:

down punggol today to meet CHARISPANGJIAXIN,bigsister (:
had lunch at kfc , jsut 2 eggtart ohh my favourite (:
then slack with keven,boonhao and co.
ahmad came after that, stupid boon ask me msg him .___.
then when he comes, boon and keven when to talk to him, i think its becos of me ?
jermaine and fannie came aftermath ,
something happy happened that i've always beens waiting for MONTHS and MONTHS,
ohhmygawd , i was like hahahah ! ,
blahblahblah , so lazy type (:
love my bigsister , strawberrry sweeet yumyum (;
and jermaine friend (:
im nao still sick like a patient ):











im will be waiting for your answer as what you've told keven and boon ,
i've waited for like so many months, im really so happy to hear that ,
this time i will change, i wont be the past treating you like a bad ,
i will be your good gf , hope you willbe one too (;
hearing a maybe patching is really happy happy happy happy for me,
i cant speak out anywords as im so happy ,
its oneyear and 6 days for us if we didnt brokeup, but we could start afresh right?
we are so diffrerent from the past, we are more mature nao (:
hahaha, laughs .
i loveyou , (A) .

went out to watch backup plan yesterday with charis Bigsister, jocelyn , chloe and megan (:
had much funs, down plaza after that meet yiqing (:
then back punggol, actually meeting wengwei/ahmad and co. but suddenly jeffrey called me to meet him up as he's with yiren and teckseng (:
so yeah i went, but im sorry weng wei.
otw there texting with(somebodeh) <3 .
you know i know then thats it (;
@ hg mall, crap with them , funneh .
walked home with jeffrey , bestfriend .
while teckseng and yiren took bus .
slacked with jeffrey awhile then took bus home,


meeting jermaine , my friend !(:
and CHARIS pang my big sweety sister (:





jeffrey soh faster call me back !(:

heh heh~
after exams today straight away home , bath then out again to meet charis, jocelyn and megan (;
kfc for lunch, then slack at l65b,
bro yang , boonhao, ahmad , weng wei and rizam with us (:
charis had a h2h talk to bro sahpi yang, haha!
ouhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i was damn shocked when ahmad talk to after we've broke so long ohh, suprise (;
tsk, wanted to buy icecream that yang and ahmad bought, but the uncle eventually went off, wtf.
then they all laugh at me , );
went off to pp then townto meet grandma and uncle,
walked pass bbc, and bro sahpi yang called me ?
huh?i cant hear anything,so i went nearer, and i finally can hear what he says,
actually he was just asking where im going? and bye to me after that ,
ahas,
shopped and dinner, then bought cotton clothes and bag (;
text AIBM , lovesloves .
i must jiayou for my blackshot to prepare 1 on 1 versus with him for blackshot (:
heh heh~
you better sleep early uh you (:
bye, tmr out again (;
i've busy timetable <3 (:






wo ye ai ni , heh heh~

met up jeffrey bestie today then compass to study,
blahblahblah, crap nonsense with him and fight over just to go kopitiam to have my pineapple cheese pie from ljs.
hahaahha!
went kfc to study with dennise, kelvin,jeffrey (:
audrey come in a while and she went off , sian .
then weilin sister came next ,
studied, and a group of sengkang sec of students sit behind us, playing true or dare, then the eventually disturb dennise ,laughs!
but when i turn behind, i saw my ex khairul .
he change alot , but more to better look , aww! (:
haha, dennise and jeffrey went home,
so continue to study with weilin ,but not much ..
xiaonic and his friend came to acc weilin ,
aha talk crap time .
went off at 9.45 for an cab (;
home nao, quarrelled with mother fucking bitch, cb .
and i wanted to slap my fucking dog face sister , for poh-ing my father lampah and using my expensive bag , CCB.
damn HOT uh .

i make sure i spit saliva into her dickies bag, ccb .

14/05/10 .
meet up rizam,faiz wengwei for study .
went to print photos, for me and (...)
i dont wanna say but its my (..)
shhhhh! cant say its an suprise uh heh heh!
then koufu to meet boonho and blandon,
then we went faiz house play ps3, while i do the (...)
ahmad came too, -.-
he stayed and left as he need to go songkah ,what so ever . none of my business (:
i was damn freaking happy ,
okay we took many many photos too , cool yoh !
all took by weng wei , and a few from me (:
me and boonhao are rushing to do something for (...) heh heh~
rizam quarrelled with a no manners taxi driver ,
i love rizam's style man , hahah!
okay we went adventure !(;
walked to somebodeh's rooftop garden , meet already then walked to spc.
saw mr zaini , and we chat with him , how cool!
okay he took us a ride to boonhao's block and he drove home,
he has chewing gums in his car, omg haha!
okay i went home while they continue slacking,
im so tired so i just bath and went to sleep (:

suddenly thought of the date , its like we are
broken but we still see each other on this particular date .
hmph i dont know?>





15/05/10.
its CHARIS PANG JIAXIN's birthday,
heh heh~
went hg mall with jeffrey bestfriend (:
tsk he so !!! ,
went plaza play pool, and i've punched thrice !!!!! );
went compass next, then i mrt down to harbourfront to meet boonhao and co.
but they havent reach so boon ask me meet ahwei they all ,
sian i so paiseh all boys, and im exception, the only girl .
its like, tehhao,kimpang,aaron,ernest,carlos,boonhao,wengwei,ahwei,the nigal ,rizam and another one i forgot already, i had stm ,(;
they bought the ip man tickets ,
skypark to slack ,haha the nigal was disturb by them , so funny (;
then i was like shoccked when tehhao ask am i leonard's ex , i almost forget the past already .
then im like yup . -.-
we went to buy popcorns at about 6.50
the movie was so ULTRA COOL, but i dont like to sit beside him (my left ) .
was talking to weng wei, about the show and i bet ip man will win to the damn western twister (;
haha!
after the movie we train back ,all of them wennt punggol while i went home .
laughs! , the nigal was disturb by them again haha!
the catch twist game ,heh~
ate my strepsil , and in a blink of an eye all of them gone ,
kimpang keep coughing and my sweets all inside his mouth , haha.
bye to them back when i reached sk .
damn tired , bath ans sleep (;



today, imma going to study SERIOUSLY already , cos
its maths and physics paper, NOJOKE (;
meeting audrey and co.later (;
okay, weixiang and darryl is fighting through my post of ip man .
haha! , nao gabriely also come in heh~

i can prove to you without you im living better , i stand strong to all your nonsense . (:

well , kfc for lunch yesterday ,
thanks jocelyn for treating !(;
okay, then homed .
help mummy buy thingy then went off to punggol,
meet weilin, so boring );
okay , faiz/rizam!(: /audrey and sliver /benedict and his friend came over,(;
go talk cock with them and study geog (:
then me and rizam suddenly talk about last year , 103 haha its really so fun last year ,
always slack,play guitar, go out and joke around ,but now everyone separate already . ):
somebodeh and boonhao came over, faiz house next with rizam to watch moive , study !(:
wengwei came over, haha .
rizam and faiz are taking photos, an ahbeng and a nerd !(:
funny, played with the baby at faiz house haha,
rizam was carrying it, so faiz and i said : zam you're amaryllis future husband carrying your baby (;
then faiz's next ,he's full of craps (:
okay , studied then we had a sudden thought of watching paranomal activity,
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, scary cans!
haha after we finish the show we watch old dogs, hahaha!
its really a funny movie ,heh heh !
i went home at 9.30 .
thanks faiz for sending me to bus stop ,
its really a great day spending with old friends again (;


today's geog and english paper ,
its rather okay , but im scared of my geog paper ):
i scared i would flunk it ):
hmph but good luck for me yoh! ,
okay sent charis home halfway at bbc as its raining cats and dogggggs , haha
so i just ran off , im so sorrrrry ,
okay, met up jeffrey at pasar malam to go home tgt,
saw dennise ,elieen and weilin with him (;
bought goreng pisang for grandma,
ooooooooouh, jeffrey treat at 7-11 (:
had some small lunch at his void deck, then bus home ,
study at punggol later on with boonhao,rizam,faiz and dont know who .
hahas, maybe jeffrey tagging along?(;
tomorrow's CHARIS PANG JIAXIN'S bigsister birthday, hehehe !
gonna get her a birthday present for her ,hoho(:
byebye ,..
mother so annoying, say i didnt vaccuum for her, so many nonsense, tsktsktsk!
so boring, on msn and facebook talking to weixiang and darryl,
monday's maths and physics paper, hais its killing me ohh ):
jiayous bahs! everyone !(:

morning domo! ,
school today , didnt feel so well in the morning ,
but i still wanna come school to study ! , click! thumbsup (Y)
studied, tsk ms ong think im stupid ! , haha
but i proved to her im not , hehehehe .
okay , not much thing today .
maths lesson , all thanks to darren pork huh!
nonsense nonsense nonsense, gahhhs!
home sweet home , felt sick again ..
fall into deep sleep , and i woke up at 7 plus .
studying social studies now, hope i could get thosee infor into my brain and mind.
its how great to insert an 50 gb memory card into my brain, wohoo!
LOLs,charis bigsister's birthday is coming,.
shall not say about the day after her birthday, you know i know jiu hao le.
his birthday also coming, but i shall not say much let his another part celebrate for him.
i will be working on the 28may, jiayou many many !
then 26 june wil be class barbeque .






now i knew whats a true love, theres nothing called true love .
boys always betray their promises doing somesot of freaking nonsense when they are sick aand tired of that girl , its really nonsensical .
they do this is to have new girlfriend, but reflect on you girlfriend's thought ,
please.
you all are full of excuses to hide things from your girlfriend.
dont let your girlfriend see your phone, means you are feeling much guiltyness.
not meeting her is to meet someone elses.
not msging her is an excuse ,
uses a status relationship is just beautiful name ,
so relationship is just wasting of time right?
i donot know .

nothing much today, just had breadfast with bigsister charispjx,(;
i studied today!(Y)
after school homed, then temple with mama till 6 .
bus to dennise house to study with jeffrey and dennise,
haha, we are fooling around like no one's business!(:
playing floorball shooting around the ball , esp jeff!
most fav part/
watch funny videos till 8 then bus to heartland mall for thaiexpress,
yumyum, but so ex!
meet weilin after that, slack slack awhile then hsh (;

byebye, i loveyou (;

hougang plaza today for pool,
then hougang green to slack with weilin sister and harry ,
went lan, then voiddeck,
drunk breezer, headache like fuck gawd.
mood very very very not good ,
home at 8 pm,
mum found out that i've drink, shit .


zhen muh ban?

went out with family yesterday,
daddy brought us to parkway (:
i think somehow its to celebrate mother's day bahs,
ate restaurant , shopping (;
bought shirt, peace necklace and new headphone( iluv) from ipod shop hahha!(;
hapyy happy, home at 12 pluus./
bye, continue tmr ,(;




edited post ,
basketball today with bestfriend jeffrey,
walked to bbc at hougang area, played with his friends,
fun fun, tsk suddenly rain , sian..
went hougang mall to eat and slack, then punggol cc to play bb, heh!(;
so fun , reached home at 11 (:






single life so good

school today was isnt that fine, im having great headache , omfg .
cant tahhan , so sick ):
class is organising a chalet, im so disturb saying pork balls, pork sasuage, and pork rice (:
markminjoot came in our maths class, sians ..
hahas the office clerk came in our class, and she says my grandma is at the office to pick me up,
and darryl says , jacelyn your mummy lai liao,
and im like , ohh please my mummy is much more pretty than her,
and that lady's face jitao sad ):
then blandon and darryl and whole class started to laugh like omg, HAHAHA!
walked in GO, saw my friend lincoln, he was sick too.
hope he get well soon,
ate at punggol plaza, then bus-ed to tamp, to consult my family doctor,
hahas, im like so freaking sweaty, fuck that hot weather, nb .
home now, quickly get a bath, and its so shiok sia.
on msn now with kapo, PANGHU(:
byebye, got to go , study with weilin(:

im back sweeties, lol.
i've slept for many many housr today, and i sweat alotalot,
and i bath twice, haha.
okay, went out with mum then meet daddy,grandma and bitch at tampmall.
my onto is spoiled, WTF WTF WTF WTF,nbccb!
i get so angry and fedup, mum says she's gonna get a new one for me soon, great!
bought new school shoe,converse again (:
shop shop shop, mama bought new phone (;
LG cookie , hehe .
bought some clothes, but i think its still so less i wanna get more,
saving more and more money , i wanna get an iphone too!
im not satisfied with my nokia e63 .><
ate dinner and back home .












charis& aiqi <3
i somehow suddenly miss the shopping time with you two nehhs, haha!
good luck for MYE ohh :o


qiuqing,jocelyn,jesscike,haoyu,audrey,vannaza, jeffrey and friends.
jiayous for MYE too, lovesyoh ! (;




wo tu rahn qian hao xiang ni, ke shi wo bu zhi dao ying gai bu ying gai mahs .
zai qian, hen xing deh ren !

im sick today, ):
im sorry for a miliion tons for charispjx bigsister, hope shes not angry with me );
i miss her and my dear friends in school,
woke up very early just to bath and back to sleep again,
finally awake, ate lunch,and watching mickymouse,
and i sunddenly think that donald duck voice is how cool, isnt it .
okaybye, i got-to-go .

















imissyou, i can say /

this morning i was late,OMG.
cab down punggol,meet my bigsister charispjx <3 ,
i've cried , like a fool ...
but im glad i can pout out all my tears i've holding on ..
thanks bigsister for being there, confronting me, cheering me up.
she's cute , she dont let me go on hunger, love her so much so much !
lessons today was fine,
had a freaking great headache during dnt lesson,
darrenpork , is a sweet freak, bet he likes sticky too.
keep asking sticky for me, funny him.
compass with haoyu,jocelyn,qiuqing and sherry,
haoyu was telling me to buy an BLUEBERRY phone , -.-
i laugh my ass out ,
MAC for lunch, talk many many cock , hahahah!(:
lovethem muchmuch (:



i want to prove without him i can live well too,
i wont breakdown again ,cos im tired of it.
he hurt me too deeep , seriously .
fuckoff seriously .
its the 2nd time i breakdown just because of r/s.
i didnt know why am i so weak in r/s .
perhaps im a love fool.

WHY, I REALLY DONT KNOW . ):
im crying like fuck nao .


wo hao shang xin , wei she merh,
ni mei ci doh pian wo, zheng ming geh wo kan,.
actions speak louder than words, ni chi dao mahs,
wo zheng deh hao shangi xin, hen shi wang hen shi wang,
ni zhuo deh dong xi doh ge wo dan xin, you shi hao shi wang .
zhe shi di erh ci le, ni shuo deh chen nuo, doh bu shi zhen de,
wei she mehs, wo zai ku ni yeh bu dong, ru guo wo zhou le ,ni ye ken ding bu guan.
hao shiwang hao shiwang .... 16052010 yao lai le , ni xian zai cai zhe meh shuo .
ni rang wo hao hen ni hao hen ni ):
zai qian, MIA.










compass today with weilin ,
blah.
down clarkequay to meet jesscike and co.
haoyu its like my sunshine, shes so funny .
boyf house .
then meet weilin and xpang house .














i really dont know what going on in my mind .
im nao fucking sad , crying like fuck .
you wanted me to believe you, but you didnt proved .
bye ~ .
MIA.


will not be back until things are fine .
im either at school or home.

weilin,
we've been friends or gan mei and jie for like two years plus,
you always be there when im sad, just like jeffrey,
thanks buddy/sister .
loveyou .



vannaza,
we've been friends for like two years plus,
remembered the times we are tgt with joni daughter, ginny meimei, sienmun , baozhen and hafiqa,
and thanks so much when you cheer me up when im sad, confronting me .
at school, we are reallyhaving fun , thanks much
love .

charis pjx,
haha, how great we know eachother, through hatred.
you know how cool, okay.
we started to be just normal friends, but we are big and small sisters nao !(;
and we had the same surname, pang . (:
hahas, we didnt fail to meet eachother everymorning , haha.
but at times as we really cant meet ,
thanks for taking care me sometimes (:
and the time we go out , taking much pictures hahah (L)
loveyah !(:






jeffrey,
my 2years plus crazy bestfriend .
crazy bestfriend, although some conflicts happened last year due to somebody,
but we are always bestfriend rights?
hahas, thanks for being there when im down .
i will always ring you up in the first position! ,
we had some some secret sometimes , hehe .
okay, thanks yoh bestfriend . (:



audrey ,
my 2 years plus friend .
haha, audrey i remembered we always disturb mr lee yy since sec1, and we always had fun those times, isnt great?
but we somehow drifted abit last year .
but we gone back again,, how great! (;
share r/s secret hahahahah!
loveyah ,






boyf .
boyf , we had break and patch for 2 times,
not to elaborate what had happened,(;
although we broke that time, we still had fun together and slack everyday,
i remember those times i always pack chicken rice for you and accompany you at your housey and eat, and watch sunwukong together, lol.
but you had a girlfr afterthat, but i still wished you lastlong with her ,
but you told me that you've broke up with her, so yah .
i remembered those days we always text eachother, calling each other stupid girl and stupidboy, and we chat-ed alotalot ,
and after that we patch-ed back again ,
i dont know how long will you last, but i loveyou .
we promised not to quarrel and we made it,
160510 is coming, its our 3rd month? (:







okay,maybe tmr will be heading to temple with boyf and co.
and study next with audrey and co. (:


i will not talk to you again for lifetime, cos i know i hate you and i wont trust you anymore , ANYMORE. so get lost .

meeting yesterday,
nothing much to elaborate .
down jurong for family.
its a long long long distance .
otw, teared.
as i think about r/s thing .
i'm not happy at all.
headached and giddyness .
text-ed with boyf .
then sleep.





i've enough of my mum, fucking hell.
dont knowwhat she really wants.
just wake up already want to quarrel with me,
say poeple called her midnight and scold her, nb.
how i know who sia, cb i sleeping how the fuck i know .






why every -person changed after they get the thing they wants,
they always promised before they get it, but after they get it they changed,
they leave the thing alone, let it cold.
they dont know what's the feeling of it, when they are feeling so happily .
when they had enough or feels uneasy with it, they throw it away .
left it die, while they find another one .
after a long time, they want it back again .
just treating it better will hurts you?
promises are meant to be broken, why so many people agree,
already say its promise , why want to break it .
deeply dissapointed, so muchsomuch?
sometimes,just think so much so much,
cos there's something called worryness ? .