so yeahs, went to gym with maggie , terence, and shafiq today,
bike>trackmile>workouts.
went 7-11 ate,
back to punggol, terence went to take his volleyball, then shafiq went homed.
we played.
then we went to 303 to have some drink.
went common green to slack-ed ,
POKERCARDS,daiti.
then, shafiq came find us for a while,
then we played a game using pokercards to see our ming yun,
cool yohxsc,
i knew something that will happen ,
i knew who dun like me in 103,
i alrd said true friends,are not ment to be them.
then we played a game, using 4 ace,
then place 4 persons name,
and ask-ed questions,
i love that game uhs,
10 pm , went back homed with maggie and terence,
walk-ed to bus stop with maggie,
then saw weizhong , alex and his friends,
super di siao uh, keep call my name,
hahahs, i know who's missing me, who is playing my feelings, who is a hongster,who is the betrayer, who is the person that has no more friends then will come back to me,
hahas, thanks to the poker cards that tell me all these. (:


sat meeting ahkaii at compass, and 21 cliques.

went megan house today,
kahmay and jordan came up too,
tengjin was here too,
he was pissed off,
ben came up too,
5plus, we walk-ed to compass , ate kfc.
they prank called ppl,
and didnt expected that they po where they play,
zzz.
off to work , it was raining
so we took a cab, tengjin paid,
then we went into the mini mart to lent for an shelter to shelter rain,
and that stupid blanglah owner was starring at us non-stop,
tot we are burglars,damn idiot,
the guy grove his car and his gf, came too
pass us papers, and pay,
drove us to petrol station, cos ben, tengjin and me wants to go toilet,
while don stayed at the mini mart to wait for us,
done with everything , then we went back minimart to look for don , and started working
zzz, ben and don keep disiao me and tengjin,
i didnt care anything, while they are laughing,
stupid,
9 plus we ended giving out flyers,
then bus-ed home,
hsh,
now waiting for supper,
and durian(:








to jami:
if u are really not happy with me , why not just call me up and talk ?
or jus comedown sengkang find me talk,
i didnt know you at first,bitch,
u was not in any position to say me , and my attitude,
even my ex wont care my attitude, so u jus fuck off my blog.
i didnt want to continue to spam my tagbox with you,
i could jus report this spaaming to the police , if i wants too,
scolding me when u doesnt even know me ?
sso ehgan? , huh! asked ur self 1st,
who was in the wrong , who spam 1st.
eh, if i slap u , u are the one that xiasuay ,
go think 1st luh hor, want to jiang dao li with me,
not a difficult thing to me .
KNNBCCB, ITS NOT A GAME TO SPAM UR FUCKING NONSENSE HERE, BITCH.

eh comeon luh,
u wan come here spam ?
eh please luh hor, there's something call ip code , fucking stupid
i noob? who more stupid.
use some common sense.
who want say i no stead?
huh! eh please luh hor,i no stead u huan lo?
buay gan , HONGSTER YI GE, ATTITUDE PROBLEM, EH, U THINK YOU ON THE STREETS SHOW ATTITUDE TO UR FRIEND VERY BIG ISIT,
cb, BACKSTAB, put words into ppl's mouth that the person didnt says?
want ppl angry me ?
eh come on luhs, u continue al these,
now i know ur methods of making friends,
plp.
i put number, so what fuck? u care?
eh please luh hor, even my parents cant care me,
u want care, go hong gan 1st luhs
how old ready still play this kind of freaking stupid games?
eh, ur parents how old?
must be very old thats why never teach.
xiasuay loh can,
u wan play with me, please luh, how many ppl my side ,
how many ppl ur side?
eh gan , u give number , i call,
we talk ,
u stil buay song, all come down talk
knn, sibei xialan.
u call ppl? i not scare.
childish , and sad to say , no brains.
mai po lam pah infront of ppl luhs ,
u zhao gor ppl? so , big fuck?
spamming so normal, u not happy come my house and find me and say ,
u think i will get scare jus becos of these spammings ?
sorry , i wont scare,
continue if u wants to ,
it jus spam, i could report this, anytime , as i wish.
u dare u WRITE DOWN UR NAME, UR ADD , UR NUM
U GOT PLAY ?ALSO WRITE DOWN.
u still not happy, u come down , we 1 on 1 ,
i fuck care who u are ,.



















went pool with renee , and her another two friends,
after that went fernvale to find teckseng , sherman , junjie and yiren
9 plus -we walk to bus stop and homed.

now i realised what are called true friends,
true friends will always be there for you when u need them , when u are sad,
friends that are not real , will baack sttad you, what ever,
used you, and to me is like what the fucked to these friends,
esp those ppl , who like to BIG FUCK ACT ONE INFRONT OF OTHERS,
talk till like ownself so big?
fucked care if u have a stead to support you , i dun care,
i esp hate friends that like to dua me, and pang seh.
and i will not do that back to my friends,
but friends do that,
shall not say who, or pinpoint,

i shall say , true friends are the loved and best.

backed from chun's birthday chalet ,
met maggie at tamp bus inter , and cab down downtown,
bankrupt .
went to find maggie's gan ahma to help us sign in, cos we're not 18
have to thank her yeahs,
all of us went in , and put down our things,
rested, till 7 plus, we went ehub , arcade
played,then 8.15 we went watch movie
2012, sat beside taoeh( rizam) and right side, weng wei
hahas funny uhs, rizam , jokes,
have to say 2012 is a not bad show, ..
finished watchin, went arcade ..
then backed to chalet ,
was like smsin tengjin for continously ,
played daiti, with rizam , wenxing, mervin, and kiakeng at balcony,
and rest of them were playing strip poker,
so aint go in,
all of us slept at two plus , three midnight,
stupid zheng yang , and boon, keep push me down,
fuck-ed.
in the end , both of them went on to the floor to sleep ,
then ken was beside me,
woke up in the morning, ehs! saw maggie beside me,hehe
and she gave me a part of her blanket, thanks yohs
went to brush teeth, then waited for maggie,
off to mac with her, owe her money yohs
then we bought food and drink for terence and chun,
went out to arcade, see them played,
liping and trishelle came,LOL
terence, maggie , kiakeng and i went coffee shop in mini size, to eat
only maggie and kiakeng ate
maggie's laksa was salty , eeew
saywu came ,finished the food,
and went back to chalet ,
waited for maggie in the toilet to keep a look out for the boys to open the lock with just an 10cent coin, so do maggie did for me too ,
then bbq ,
went to buy otahs with chun and maggie, out of budget , so we jus bought 2 packets of otahs
bbq-ed,peel the crabstick plastic sheet with maggie,
then washed the hotdogs,
hahahas, maggie droped two crabstick on the way twice,
then went up with her to the room to find her phone,
found, and rested in the room , while chun cooked food for us,
thanksyohs
terence hide the drinks,cos many ppl are comin op to take those drinks.
only , me, chun, maggie and terence can drink the greentea (:
chun brought up otahs, crabsticks, hotdogs, for us
say wu and mervin too , ty's (:
after they finished almost everything,
maggie and i went down to bbq chicken wing,
boys help us to heat up the fire and they went swimming,
maggie and i started to bbw chicken wings, but it was half brown , near to burned ,so maggie and i wrap the chicken wings with aluminum foil and margarine,
and we placed the chicken wing at the charcoal , and fan in to let it heat ,
while waiting , we chat, bout relationships,
hehe
boys were back , they went up to bath and came down cos there's chicken wing
maggie and i , had a sudden thought of placing the satay sauce on the chicken wing ,
cos the chicken wing's colour was the same colour with the ginseng chicken,
and we tried it out, and it was delicious, ! (:
ate , and ate,
finished and we went up.
bath-ed.
played daiti,
watch channel u , 10 pm show, everyone was so serious watcing the show,
till 11, we continue playing daiti , then we watch hot shot, at 11.30
freaking love that show,
nice yeeps.
finished,played daiti,, smsing tengjin
then they say want to go pasir ris park,
so , boon, ken , mervin, maggie, terence, me, went out,
in the end, me, maggie and terence went out to cheers , to buy food and drink and we went back , actually promised tengjin to pei each other sms until very late
but in the end both of us was tired.
went in room and saw chun and rizam slept alrd, accept for saywu ,
hahahahas, ssaywu says he was jaychou,
i said, say chou got ohh sai kang want mehs?
terence jitao laugh till peng,
and saywu wwas owned by me, hehe
we went to sleep .
was very cold, so i took out my hoodie to cover my leg,
chun was without blanket too,
then midnight, yang came up and slept beside chun , and gave up a blanket,
no wonder i was feeling warm and shiok sleeping through the whole night,
till the person in charge at the checking out station, called us,
fucked, we were all very tired.
wake up everyone at 11 plus,
packed up , went off,
and it calls it off for 3 days 2 night,




homed now, and smsing,
thanks maggie, i will cheer up (:
see you (:

dunnoe whys, i dunnoe what had happen to me ,
felt lifeless after he left me , its been 4odays ++

gonna go out later with uncle and granddma later ,
guuess go orchad, com is stupid freaking laggg ,
hmppppp !!!

so yeap, went amk today ,
bluhs,
goona go out with uncle tmr,
wakakas, lol'
byes gtg,

had a super sweet dream ytd night,
dream that he asked for a patch-ed,
in the mrt, jus right beside me,
start-ed to be loving,too
wakakas, and my parents allow tooo ,
so kinda happy in my dreams, hope i could not walk up forever,
gaaaahs, cant predict future as sherman says that to nicholas,
hope things can turn out right,
at least he would called me initiatively, pick up my call ytd,
and smsed me ask me where am i ,




hope things would turn out right...
i kinda misssss, ___________
yeahs, shagshag.

dunnoe wad to do to spent this afternoon yohxsc,

back homed,as early .
rotted at homed .
hahahahas, gotta something i had ____ , but i cant say it out,
as i promised teckseng, hehaho , (;




its 44days, we've broken,
i still dunnoe wad i thinking,
seriously.almost saw u everyday ?
if i went down punggol, to slacked.





super fucked up this afternoon,
-____________________-
all never pick up call, accept boon and chun , and ahmad,
wth,
so early go out, waited for them at hougang plaza like a fool,
saw terence, justin and his friends,
lolxs.sua luhs, go homed,
-________________________-
only ahmad, calls me, but i cant hear wad he says, cos its raining heavily, sorrrries.
called him back,
i said , where you ?
he said,i with anson?,
i said,at?
he said, hougang,
i said, u know where are they?
he said , i dunnoe,
i said, ohhokays, takecares byes.
he said byes,
then smsed me, said where am i ?
as like his was the only one that take opportunity to called my phone, and smsed me ,
zzz.
haixs, dunwanm say anymore arld, super angry yeo zhenyang,
stupid, called him almost 30 times or more,
dun even wan ans, wth!
gonna get it from me.

so yeap , happy birthdat to ho boon hao yohxsc ,
his goona have birthday bash today , wakakaka,
gotta go present for him later yohs.
must remember the treat later he treating us,
and my present he haven gave me , i can remember luhs , lol
-_______-'''




(^(oo)^)



jobs found .?

back here, sleeeepinh at home half a day, and is like so boring,
byess gtg

so yeahs, will be rotting at home today ,
haiyohxsc,
bakery employer didnt gave us calls,
stupid, so have to find jobs again, wth ..

compass>vivo>plaza sing>punggol


started the day with chan kahmay, mummy,
mrt to harbourfront,vivo
saw a bag at mlphosis, black in colour,
elegant colour yeahs,
shopped,
after that took mrt to dhoby ghout, plaza sing
ate mac , saw emily yap.
went off after we finish,
went cotton on, clothes are punk,
i love their sandals, esp the yellow one,
gotta get it yohxsc.
gaaaahs, i wanted to buy,
but not enough, wait i found a job, get salary
i will straight go and shop till crazy .
lolxs
went walk around, shopshop
bought bling bling for phone , same as mummy (;
fell in love wi th bling bling on my phone.
way to daiso , bought fragrance for room ,
hahaxs,
shopshop, then we went to take mrt
kahmay went another direction,
i went off to punggol,
find chun, ken and saywu
saw weilin,
talked talked.
walked to pp,
saw leonard, ahwei and many of them ,
lolxs,
went up fourth floor slack ,
super many jokes to say , for leong chun hou,
hahaxs,
7 plus , sudden ran off,everyone
then chun , faiz and i went homed.




uncle bought durians homed,
yummy ,yummy.

i gonna foget everything, and start afresh.
thank alot, to emily low, chan kahmay , megan leo, leong chun hou,
naima, naipa, emily, yvonne, meimei, and many many peepeos,
for last few months that thing happen ,

many unhappy things happen to me these few months,
i knew he loved her ,
my mind was blank, i dunt know waht to do after i heard those,
i knew i was a not totally perfect girlfriend,
i do make u angry at times, not listening to what u advice , tell me at times,
for my own good,
instead , i object and make u angry,
i am sorry,
but, at times u do also make me angry,
u are always late, but i dunt mind,
u always smoke, i feel heartache.
is not that i dun wan u smoke, is cos i love you, i care for you,
which girlfriend wans her boyfriend to die early, it will be an end life thing
but u do promise me u will quit too,
at times u make me angry, but i dunt mind,
becos , i stil love you,
i dun like quarrels, i hate those,
i knew my attitude had change , my emotions,
i dont know wad was happening to me, you should have told me those days,
instead u hide it in ur heart, i am really sorry,
i miss those days,
though it was all the past,
i appreciate those,
pictures are all burnt, but one was not,
u treat me as ur friend, i knew,
i remembered, i waited outside ur house, every morning
no matter, u are late or not, i still wait,
my spinal cord injured i still wait,
u left me after school , i dint said anything,
although i felt sad, but i dint wan to let it out of my heart
cos i dun wan to quarrel ,
i always advice you not so smoke so much ,
cared for ur health , cos i loved you so much
i dint knew that ur dad, will check ur smses, i am sorry .
u called me , and told me u was cane by ur dad, cos u escape tuition,
i was so heartache, i was so emoed , on my way back from sai guan to homed,
i teared too, cos i am heartache to heard that u got cane by ur dad,
i remembered those words you told me,
i knew smses u sent me, when u wan to stead with me isnt you
i dunt mind,
i was scolded , i dun mind,
hate by ppl , i dun mind, cos i jus wan to be with you
i didn ate for 5 days, cried for 2 weeks,
tears for 2 weeks, thinking of you everyday,
it had ended 35 days,
chun , mummy was right,
its good to forget him , his a lj kia
but i cant, i dunt know why.
some of brothers are really bastard , i can say .
no offence.
instead of helping, u intro him other girl ,
then purposely say infront of me, i am wordless.
fucked up.
it was glad that it happen once,
but it had end, i knew
wished you luck ,
good byes,









what can i do to let out all my sadness, and forget all the things that happen ?
i dunt knw when the time its time to let go ,
right now?
i dunt know.
its getting deeper, the cut was deeper,
its bleeding,





love my sisters and brothers.

yesterday slacked,
meet at pp ,
suddenly chun think of rebonding his fringe, after i say i want rebond my hair,
so we were on our way to 103, salon,
waited for his fringe to be done,
o.o cool uhs ,
i goona do my hair too
went to street soccer court, played soccer, while i stand there and watch and being a safe keeper ,
sudden he called chun's phone and i picked up ,
i said ; hello , hello,
he said; wer chun?
i said, he playing soccer
he didnt reply, so i repeated again
he dunno say wad and kup , i was like hey fuck luhs,
wad u saying?talk to you like not happy ?
after that mervin called, asking me he can come anot,
i say ahyais anything uhs,
he came, i walk away, with rizam to find bench to sit,
my faced was black.
wearing chun's onto headset, using his creative zen,
went home with him and ken ,after he came a few mins




today , when old guan today,
kio dage's rented bed frames,
wow, can lose weight lohs,
helped helped,
i didnt listen tillu called us while u are at the sec floor,
u scolded us for like?
went benoi, new guan,
kio , alot of things,
tiredddd,
went homed,

u are a liar .
u didnt meant all those u said and promise me .