boyf is still sleeping, oinkoink!(:
LOL, hmph goona meet mabelene later,
then theres meeting lateron, haha!(:
i must remember to bring the mnm for maomaocong and charger for mabelene , (:
today mum woke me up and quarrel twice with me, WTF.
isnt crazy? , nothing else to do.
okay, maybe kbox today with boyf ,mmc and co. after meeting ? haaaa~
tsk, i must reallyreallyreally buck up my studies already ,
i must not fail my maths/chem and socialstudies.!
hahahah, bye~
i got-to-go already, seeyah!(:

weilin's daddy drove me and her to school,
but we saw melvintanhanwei brother, ohyah i rememberhis potato chips,
hahah!, walked to freddie roofgarden,
tsk melvin so sacastic say he waited for that packet of potato chips for 2 months,
haha, and he finally received that, lmaos.
walked to school,on time. (:
okay lessons today arent bad.
dnt lesson, had a seaweed session with qiuqing and jesscike, hahah!(:
tsk my abalone came so late, haha.
she's so hyper, happy her (;
lols, teckseng ask whether want to watch movie not, but im not . (:
handup sketchbook after school, then bused home.
bath, change the bus to punggol to meet charis and athira (;
took bus 3 to EHUB, benazir meet us at the bus, but she missed.
meet her at EHUB, overall its fun today.
took many many pictures , but cant upload today nehs , cos usb cable spoiled...
okay bus back to hougang, went lan.
boyf, maomaocong, shawn and another guy is there.
hahah!(:
boyf and shawn had sectum piercing,
while mmc had a new geisha at her thigh ,
glamourous!(;
boyf played maximum tune, and he loves it so much,haha!(:
while me , and mmc talk talk talk,
boyf told me he wanna be the old him again, piercing crazy, haha!
boyf so crazy today haha, he shouted and he shocked maomacong, haha.
he shouted iloveyou, so loudly at me too, gawds.
funny him (:
boyf house with the same people, (;
his parents came back,called them.
then blahblahblah, talk to boyf and maomaocong about school life, haha!
went back home at 10plus,
hoho, boyf ask whether wanna go kbox tomorrow and drink .
hmph i dont know, but all of us are going to meet tmr,
i must remember to bring the mnm and mabelene's sister charger !(;
okay , byebye.













hmph, i dont like girls who msg other people's boyfriend .
tsk, hmph! :/
its getting colder and colder, how? we already promised not to be like this,
i dont like means dont like thrid party alrights, .

school was alright today,
basketball, and i studied today, thumbsup!(Y)
after school, home straight.
bath then out to meet charis , bused to compass.
meet aiqi(: and her boyf and friend.
back to punggol at 5 plus-6 .
meet up weilin, baozhen sunnu, freddie , yujie and andy was there.
tsktsktsk!, police cars .
fuggling lucky that we are not screened.
punggol plaza, then wait-ed for baozhen to sent sharmaine home /
62 home,
gotta buckup for studies , MYE is around the corner .



boyf .
i dont know whats going on these few days,
i think i've neglect him or whatever , i've not been meeting him. ;/
im sorry.
we are like cold these days, seldom msg.
he was like i didnt like to msg you know my attitude.
whenever i saw you msg other girl you will be like friend .
but inside me is hurtfull, you dont know whats the feeling .
it really hurts, i fucking dont know why .
i dont wish the past will rewind, serious.
i relly cant takeit .
i really really hurt the coldness going on, but we still talk manymany nonsense online .
and you love me.
seeing you on saturday's meeting .








hahah!, laughing .
what a joke !, how a great artists.
great man, spreading all these then you say you DIDNT?
ohhmyfgawd.tsktsktsk, so many clap mans!
haha, pushing all the blame to ahmad , say i protect ahmad, hey sure not ?
in the first place why sosososo many people say its you, not ahmad.
what a great joke of the day, or even week.
if he did say why people didnt say its him, but its YOU!,
tsktsktsk,if you dont like me come straight infront me and say, no need go around spreading all these fucking nonsense.
haha, wanna burn my reputation, sorry luhs, you said all these will only make people think that you are a backstabber.wtf.
you've been hating and DESIGNING scapegoats, good job .!
always act one like me as s friend infront me, behind me say all these.
sorry loh nao hor not much !, poeple like you lehh.
i make sure i want you to say the truth.
dontknow who say pengwei tio pah, nao whose turn worh?
hmph you know my pattern, since when i kah your jiao wei before this thing happen,
funny!,
huh? nobody is perfect, even theres no one that is perfect,
poeple WONT GO AROUND SPREADING all these things>
tsktsktsk, im enough of you .
great joke, saying i protecting ahmad, haha for what fuck i portect him when he didnt say.
you already backstab me TIMES,and not just me.
ahyah ren zai zhuo tian zai kan.
kns, everytime act one sakki. .><
ps lohs dont call me mei luh s, i tell you what SO XIASUAY,
nothing better to do , thats why kahjiaoweh, so lonely go find other poeple.
knns chicken bone,

school today was alright ,
staybacked after school to play guitar and learn , with sliver, audrey, vannaza, faiz and zul .
fun,




YOU humji dog . =.=

school today was rather fine ,
wow, blandon was so funny, he took out his straw, that has his earlope smell ,
woohoo, the smell was like rabakk, ohhmygawd .
and he smell it and its like so steam! haha .
and he place it infront of me, and i was like eeeew, so smelly. haha!
jokejoke.
thanksfor your comment , i just wanna tell you if you hate me come straight and proved.
dont act one nice i nfront of me, i dont like.
staybacked after school,
play hide-and-seek with audrey and co.
played guitar too, funfun!
hg green lan next, to meet boyf and co.
homed next, bath and meet weilin,
bus to anchorvale to meet pigpig .
then back to hougang,hmph i fell in love with the raisins muffins so yummy!
thumbsup! (Y)

had a little quarrel with boyf ,
seriously i hate quarreling , it suck.
but we are okay nao, <3.
boyf is heading to thailand for 2 months, for muaythai.
he's buying food stuff for me, happy muchmuch. (:

im on msn nao with Elmo, so cool can,! (:
ai(s) muchmuch (:

slacked with mmc and co. today,
alan and his girlfriend come down green,
blahblahblahs, im at home nao.
on msn to h2h talk with boyf. to sort things out.
im talking to mabelene sister and A. too (:
okay nao, bye .
i must study hard from tmr onwards!


nothing last forever, i think thats true.
somehow its goona left each other oneday,
even married, there's something called divorce .
poeple say tiongxim is a lie , hongster never die.
i think its true, promises are meant to be broken.
why boys break their promises at times,
hmph its really hard to understand one person .


probably mia.
i somehow regret what i've done in the past months,
fuckit.





im sick, having great headaches and giddyness nao,gawddamnit.
imissyou,
you know i know jiu haole, <3ya!

i'm meeting boyf and mmc nao, goodbye!
withloves (:

school was fine today, super angry with pork .
homed after that, bath and went out to meet charis,
as we are going to kbox,
her p.o called her halfway, and she made us a dissapointment, but its okay!
continued our journey to ehub, then we meet charis's elder sister and her sister husband (:
the taiwan curry chicken rice was super yummy , thumbsup!(L) .
cabbed back to punggol after that, while charis continued her journey to MCYS,
takecare bigsister!(L)
okay, i bus-ed to tiongbahru as i had to attend an funeral,
grandpa's younger brother passed away,
he was damn fit when he was still alive but after he left he was so skinnnyyyy,
i tears ,
i remembered cooked a super yummy porridge for me , he's jokes and many .
hais, i miss my grandpa alotalot , wtf .
its been years he left me, since primary1 .
sigh.
zzz, aunties are saying my freaking,y.sister is taller and fatter!, than me,
ask me to eat more, -.-
hahas, but they say im more goodlooking than her!, yeah.-.-
baby was so childish , he watch pokemon last night,
and her says im stupid , wth.
he was stupid too! , (:
i was homed by 12.20am,..
so effin tired, quarrel with mum last night,
she's so unreasonable, nbcb .
im going for funeral tomorrow again,
so tired, but i have to go still.
bigsister's birthday is coming , its just another 22 days! , im gonna buy something for her, huhuhu!,
babys' birthday is coming too, may30th.(:
im goona buckup for studies, jiayou! (:
bye . (:

back punggol to meet charis >

breadfast this morning with charis big sister, (L)
lesons today are great, but stupid RORK, keep disturb me ):
tsk!, he used herbal oil and scibble on my cheek , wtf!,
wasked it quickly, it was so smelly..____.
he cant stop disturbing me de loh, walaos.
blandon was so fierce today, we quarrelled with the teacher over the fans and the farking way he speaks , i hate him, hmph not only me, i guess its the whole class.
blandon quarrel with mr cheang, freaking old hag teaching chinese.
and blandon scolded him fuckyou!, in his face, and he eventually SHUTUP already, and fans are on. hmph he so lame -.- , he called up minjoot and zaini to discipline us when he was in the wrong . wtf-.-
napha after school, funfun!,
but my stamina fucking drop alot alot,
when im in p6. shuttle run was 10.06secs,
standing broad jump was 189cm,
pull up was 21 ,
sit up was 40,
1.6 was 8.45 mins,
its so great isnt it,
but nao?!
my shuttle run was 11.34secs,
wtf, due to the fell i nearly made and i sprained my ankle a little,
sit up was 34,
pull up was 17 or 18,
standing broad jump was 156 , wth!,
2.4 was 14 or 15 mins plus,
im all the way down down down down down, knn.
must buck up,
stay back at school, fun<3><
went home at 5 plus with audrey, jingwen, sherry and jeremy the sucka.
jokejoke.
kay , im nao talking online with CHARIS, bigsister(L) , and JERVIN.LSB(L) (;
tmr im having breadfast again with bigsister!(:
and and he's is gonna buy STICKY SWEEEEEEETS for me yoh! (:
thanks him and love him muchmuch , hahahahaha.
anybody would buy me sticky i will love him or her, hahah!(;
out tmr after school with charis and aiqi, probably jlsb is coming .














ihateyou, (:

breadfast with charisbigsister this morning (:
if you really dont like me or reasons, please tell me straight, dont use the things happening to shoot at me.
went home after school, went down town with grandma to meet uncle and my cousin.
rather fun, uncle bought me a thomas pecil case, cost 9bucks plusplus, haha! (;
okay, otw back home,
things happended.
it all went back into a piece, 0102621.(:




hey , you told my y.sister you're not happy with me and wanted to whack me huh?,
you're just primary6, think it over bahs.
i didnt huan tio you, and you say i did,
hey please , your mama didnt teach you whats basic manners, ?
complain to my mama im in sitong, hey its not funny. wait for me .
anyway horh, is my mum called police , and mr benjamin.
not anyone else.
i can tell you that the game is starting already,
if you aint happy with my y.sister, you come to me not her.
fckoff bitch.


naoadays, doggys are BARKKING around my world and time nehx.

breadfast this morning with charis bigsister and xinyi ,
talked with darren porky!(: , he's funnny luh,lmaos.
lessons today are not bad, mother tongue lesson was an havoc,
all of us went crazy, as the teacher was really suck to the core.
act like a high clas angmoh , what the hell can,.
after school, home with charis and eugene,
cabbed with eugene,
bathed then back to punggol ,
meet charis , and we went compass to slack ,
camwhore in the bus, but i didnt look good today, haha.
im too tired to elaborate much, liao.
shal continue tmr, (:
I WANT BUY STICKY SWEETS, so sexy , so cool (:



dont kah my jiao wei behind my back , as you are acting a good friend of mine,
i dont like .




lim shaobin the stupid boy, he miss those days when i ate chicken rice with him,
hahas, lmaos.
promised to meet him as soon as possible, that stupid^^ .
winkwink** .


get the facts right beofre saying me, i dont like.

phonephonephone.
down imm yesterday,
nothing much to elaborate ,
bear was sleeping through late again.

to z: HEY PLEASE IF YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING, PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UPAND IT DOESNT CONCERNS YOU,MY YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
to psb: NO. I dont .



tagbow deleted, as doggies are barking around my tagbox,
nothing better to do. wtf!

goodmorning!(:
stupid bear he was sleeping , and he just wake up just to msg me, what a nice one .
after replying, he went to sleep again, pig! (:
ate breadfast, and im nao using com.
he's finally awake luhs, but he's still sleepy.
lots of homework, wth!.
esp DESIGN AND TECH, just tired of doing it, but i still must finish it. ):
iwantmoneymoney.
how i wish god will gimme some money .
hai!):
imissyou,hehe.

breadfast this morning,
hahahahas, charis bigsister and lincoln are snatching me away from each other, laughs!
hoho, school today was alright.
was smsing bear bear <3 , he super funny luh,(:
went home today with charis bigsister<3 (;
bathed, slept at sofa, was tooooo tired already.
own hg plaza for pool, with clasmates and co.
thanks megan for the subway treat,
and roylee for the pizza (;
down punggol, hahas.
funfun!<3
okay, stupid idiot darren kwok calledm me up to go his housey, as i was suppose and promise to eat dinner with lincoln and him,
he was frekaing deesiao can ,
he say he stay at block oneonepesob, 18th floor, wth!,
when i reach his house outside , i must say OPEN SENSAME, -.-
then he will open the gate and door for me, lame luhs him,
and he's laughing, bear was laughing too, haha.
funfun!<3(:
sienmun called me up halfway and deesiao me, gaaaaahs! ,,
lol, went rooftop garden to play daiti, then we went punggol plaza kfc for dinner, (:
funny funny, bear was grine from an cleaner auntie, hahaha!
lmaos,went off after that,
they both sent me to bus stop to wait for bus, thanksmuchmcuh worh. (:
blahblahblah.
board the bus, was talking to jermaine& siying,
bid good bye. (;
bye to bear too,
he's like waiting for me to say goodbye, funny him (:
while darren pork was talking to osman and co.
stupid pork,
hahha.
sms halfway at home, found out that my prepaid was $0 .
wtf.
i shouldnt blast my bill that time, i farking regret ,
then parents wont punish me to use prepaid, damn sian ,):



my phone has no money already,.
please kindly understand .
going out one day with bear bear (:
hahas, imy(:

hmph breadfast this morning with charis,
school today isnt that bad, but i've heard many things.
i dunt really trust 'people' naos, i've enough of it seriously, if you dont get things confirm please dnt anyhow spread. it causes misunderstanding.
please dont ask me who im pointing finger at .
damn dissapointing .
okay, darren was doing some stupid acts that made me laugh today,
leslie too, haha
lmaos, had maths rememdia after school, well actually i realised i didnt study for weeeeeeekks! ,
i must really stop my nonsense and buck up naos, if not i will seriously regret ,
went for dnt extra lessons, then off to canteen,
look out for sliver in school, finally found her,
and they were all playing block catching, super fun canxs,haha!,
okay, it was raining so heavily that we cant go home,
they all went off , except for me and jeffrey,
haha!great, wengwei and kiakeng just came back from job attachment, they will be working in homefix soon,
kiakeng and ahmad will be at tanglin mall, while wengwei will be working at marina square,
hoho! , okay, talk alot and crap alot, secretsx! (:
okay, wengwei's daddy drove us to punggol plaza and drop us there, haha !(:
well thanks ohh!(:
okay im back home naos,
nao talking on msn with lincoln , the bear (:
haha!, okay school's gonna end at 11plus tomorrow, woohhooo! ,<3! .


i really dunt know how, im so confused naos,
really can go bonkers.! >< .

punggol plaza for lunch yesterday after school,
charis went back home halfway, she cant comeout after that, sad):
okay, slack around with donovan and co.
back to school with eugene,
zzz, rizam was talking to that ''girl'', and faiz.
gahhs, riazam speack malay to faiz as if i dunnoe what he's speaking.
laughs,okay.
punggol plaza's kfc for dinner or whatever,
i didnt eat, as well as zul and jeffrey,
so we took audrey's iphone to play true or dare,
funny ttm ,
okay, thanks zul for pulling me out of the rain, and im nao sick.
met weilin at night and jasmine, ate subway with her and plaza for pool (:
<3 loves,
(:
stupid him , the big eye monster.
today was rather fuckedup,
okay, ms ong scolds, ):
after school, study at school,
then bbc for basketball,
i was very angry when boonhao told me that , my mum eventually scolded chunhowe,
and im like fuck?!, he even scolded wengwei.
quarrelled with her , and i tears.
okay , im nao outside with dennise and jeffrey,
its super funny to see two primary school boys to fight, wths!, hahah.
back home nao,
tired, bye!(:

once again im back , lovesloves.
down punggol yesterday to meet wengwei,
waited for boonhao and bunny to come,
sent bunny to busstop as he wants to cab over to somewhere elses,
wait for shengjia to come then we walked back to bbc,
jonyeo, hisfriend, yang and syafiq was under a particular block's voiddeck to play guitar ,
those guys were so obessed with the itouch of jonyeo's , haha! ,
okay, boonchye, chunhowe and another guy came afterthat,
its like so boring so i went off to meet jeffrey and kelvin at plaza for pool.
bused there, and i saw jordan daddy, haha.
and i saw limshaobin,hanbing,shawn,and another two girls, one of them is hanbing's gf ,(:
that stupid shaobin so disturb, gahhhs! ,
okay, played a few rounds, and mmc called me up as its was chunhaw's 14 birthday yesterday,
must show up , haha(:
okay ,bused back to green,
chunhaw bike back with the crazy shaobin, to sent him home ,when sent me to the place for his celebration ,
wished him a happybirthday, (: haha.
okay, saw mmc,door,ivan and many poeple,
haha!, they were all playing those packets of flour on each other, and worse they add eggs.
gawd! , hahas.
alan came afterthat,
tsktsk!, stupid ivan wanted to disturb me as im not stain with anything,
when off around 8plus to 9 ,
and stupid shaobin says he's coming around 11plus due to his probation,
nahs, bused back to plaza , as mum is sleeping , dont want to go back home as i dunt want to hear her kpkb.
saw xiaonich, and i dunt know why he suddenly treat me a can of coke, haha!,
thanks btw, (:
went toilet and i saw weilin and haiyao (:
hahas, happily talking to them,
blahblahblah, okay , left plaza around 10 ,
then we had our dinner at the new kopitiam, then mac for kelvin's dessert,
otw back to green , there's a few pathetic looking uneducated boys laughing and disturbing jeffrey's hairstyle, and im like , eh! ho chio uh, cb! ,
and they stared, didnt care about anything at that point of time, as they are really toomuch.
he didnt want to cut that hairstyle too, fuckit man!,
they walked infront of us when we started our destination till monfort junior's gate,
haha! eh if you all think its funny then continue laughing, people will think that you guys are crazy, i dont care who you are, you may think its not my problem, but jeffrey is my closest friend, so go away dogs! ,.
jordan called up jeremy lim to confirm things,
jeffrey was super angry at that point of time,
in the end those losers walk away, so lame .
nothing better to do , walaos! ,@#$%^
we walked to a particular playground around a kopitiam to slack ,
then kelvin decide to go his brother's chalet to ton with jeffrey,.
i think joran daddy went home, i went home too,
tired to the max,
okay, met up jeffrey again,
at the chalet,
tsk! stupid shaobin duntwant to ask me slack earlier , so late then ask , hai! ,
blahblahblah, home around 7plus,
damn tired, eyes wanted to close, siannnn.
didnt notice xiaodoor , mmc ,hanbing and janice was there,
apparently, aldonis, derrrick,jeremy and another guy was there too,
chat awhile and i went home, tired tired,
okay, im nao talking to that stupid shaobin , and jeffrey.
school tmr, damn it.

go school luhs limshaobin, your future is in your hands,
act cute luh you, i called the bosses in the world to not hire you, bleah.
i would ask the doctor to uncure you with the apples, hahah! bleah-.-

good luck CHARIS PANG JIAXIN, for tmr court case,
i will be waiting for the answer,
must not go in okay, rmb our promise to go shopping on every friday ,
with aiqi and me, okay! , loves>
loveyah!>


i miss you ,):

naoadays always not feeling well when im at home,
i didnt fell comfortable at all,
thought over many things,
i'm having great headaches, difficulty breathing.
relationship breakdown too, want to be single or not.
i really dunnow,
there's always this sentence ,
its having more happiness when a person loves you instead of you loving someone elses ,
my mood are going down these few days, so dont provoke me,if not i will be sorry.
kindly understand, lol.
should i or should not .
very pekcek luhs, hai.
fml seriously .

hahahs, loves>

edited post,
hmph it was a real breakdown these days, hai. wtf.);
hmph, i dunnow how.


Get well soon ohh leonard1 (:

hoho morning sunshine.<3!
okay , wake up early in the morning to go paipai ,
wths); , damn tired cans.
its like finally finished.
then called up charis big sister (: <3! ,
im late m, so yeah i met her at far east plaza, waited for her and her mama (:
hoho, her mama very cute, LOL.
ate something(dont know how to describe ) >< .
then we went shopping around, big sister bought many jeans pants,
so happy of her, haha.
continue shopping and we bought clothes,
walked to wisma , for cotton on (;
big sister bought two singlets , hoho!
continue shopping around,in wisma.
we went another shop that was having discounts,then cottonon follow by forever21.(:
mrt back to punggol, walked to pp.
hmph jeffrey called me up , asking me to go bbc?
just go bahs, lol.
so ,we went boonhao's place, wtf!, shengjia was doing something disgusted ttm,
aint believed it , kays.
and her dirtied boon's place,-.- .
boon and shengjia were headingto plaza sing , as keven was there.
while we went homed.
was texting dude(: , tsk jeffrey disturb luhs!walaos>,<
yiren reached his place , so he drop off.
then jeffrey and me continue our journey till compass,
ate mac, as i was very hungry out of a sudden,
finished and her bus back to punggol,
didnt went for family dinner as i dunt too, mum is too annoying!,
keep nag and nag naoadays, cant help with it mans.
gahhhs.

just a chance, waited for 3 months plus already,
really cant help it,i do miss you so. <3

kay , today's outing i think most probably going kbox with sts' people,
then after that down punggol to study and homework that i owe teachers' with big sister and athira,(;

went to meet jeffrey bestfriend today,
walked to mall with him, talk craps.
ate at mac, then plaza for pool.
aha!its a great day today!(:
saw (phss)emily ahjie<3 , its awesome!
its like so long never saw her already,
talktalktalk to her, hahas<3 .
kelvin and his brother was here too,
saw mmc/xdoor/darren/ang &co. ,
with francis, derrick and jeremy,
aldonis came after that,
-hmph i really regretted what i've told him, but he let me realised that what's his colour was,
i was in deep dissapointed,
afterthat talktalktalk to sunnu and co,
next baozhen sunnu, meilin and TONGSIENMUN(: ,
hahaha, -.- .
many things to say jiu dui le luhs!,
went back to emily ahjie again, hmph she asked me whether if i want to go luozhixiang's concert,
but its too ex for me, nahs.
she went off with her boyfee and friends,
and there's finally a table , so poool for ussss,
played with kelvin , jeffrey and kelvin's brother,
all not bad uhs,
play halfway,
went toilet with xdoor talktalk,
tsktsk, body so itchy, so many mosquitoes bites, wths!
went lan after that, derrick was playing audi with francis and jeremy,
hahahs, funneh!,
lols, i went back agian to play another round,
hmph shaobin brother came afterthat,i ignored.
lols, he left as its late? i think.
hmph we stop at 8plus and we went mall to have dinner,
otw talktalktalk and tlak to kelvin,
went kopitiam for dinner, i didnt eat, hahahs.
afterthat, roof playground to slack and talk,
but we went mac first for icecream, hahaha,
hmph we talk about ghost stories and swamp things ,
woooo,its damn scary canx, so we went in mall to talk,
went home around 10.15,





i really dunnow what the fark im thinking naoadays,
always think this think that,
always do wrong decision than end up regretted,
i really want to be the old sec2 starting of the year's jacelyn again,
wths,
hmph , probably i will be miaing from naos.

form teacher consult me , shengjia and de hooi about our results,
done badly,
so yeah, nao is like curfew cans,
sian ttm!><
okay , actually going out with charis big sister, but then mrwong drag till 2 plus -3 ,
then we didnt, sian ttm,
went toapahyoh with family,
then bused to tampinies,
hahas, shop die me,
mummy bought cottonon clothes for me again,
loves die her naos, she only buy for me if im a good girl ,
somehow no link?.
kay, back home naos.
<3 .



sian actually was to go shopping with charis bigsister, and her mama,.
but it was postponed.):
so yeah sian ttm ,
tmr then go out with her and her mama.
hahas, on msn nao with daughter,
<3 her ttm luhs!<3 she's effin cute cans^^ .



imissyou,
hpmh you're ignoring my msges,
and im like whywhy?
please reply me okay?