met mabelene sister at the bridge this morning,
took bus to meet lingg, then went green 579 to meet alan and co.
many peoples, , opps we are late.
maomaocong afterwards,
then we went to coffee shop 21 to eat.
went void deck to have a seat, and meeting.
alan saysw he wants to go tamp1 and mall to buy new year clothes,
so yup i went with pekyee , lingg, han bing and his stead.
took bus 72 , and i aint sleep. cos alan keep disturb me, gaaahs><.
han bing and his stead were asked to get down the bus as they do not pay enough bus fare.
reached, and we waited for han bing and his stead.
alan says he want to change his phone to iphone?cool.
walk walk walk and walk. tired .
afterwards , alan's friend meibao(dunnoe how spell) .
met alan. wooooo,. so many people , tgt we have 20 people? at most.
went void deck to seat, then we take photos,
went off after wards to find mother for newyear's shoe and clothes.
bought my vans shoe, clothes still cant find one that i likes.
left one top to go .
meeting CHARIS and chloe tomorrow, hahas,
goona disturb charis tomorrow, hehaho.
darren the pork chop, hahas, having fun tlaking to him that idiot, ><
PLEASED , I DOUNT TAKE THOSE JOKES, IM SORRY IF I SHOW YOU ATTITUDE,
EXCUSE ME ITS RUDE OKAY.! Damn it uhs.
tomorrow's compeition, must stay strong for that game.

went hougang mall today , with mummy and co.
for new year's clothes,
went cotton on! , hehahos.
look out for dress,
finally saw one that is shun yen,
cost $29.95, hahas,
saw emily ahjie (PEIHWA).
happy happy, finally see her again,.
she bought a dress also .
woohooo.
went to look out blazers.
saw one, so yup bought that , $3o+
hmpph, took bus to amk , to look out for other clothes (:
need a belt, so i bought it,
i bought a skirt at red code last few weeks, so i still have to buy a singlet or tanktop to match with my skirt and my blazer .
cant find one that i like it .
hmpph, guess i have a need to go far east to look out for that singlet or tanktop , and my shoes.
back homed now,
tired.
meeting tomorrow,
homeworks not done .
monday , theres compeitition,
got to put in my best ,
need to find my long black socks,
gaaahs, dam hot uh, wear that socks.
so byes, got to go already.









just finish viewing my 2009's august post ,
i miss those days . seriously.
i hate what i've done during the 1st month,
im sorry, even though we aint patch back.
i miss those happpy days with you ,
i miss those days, going ssentosa, hawpar, school, slack, swimming, your house, vivo, fareast, orchad, plaza sing,causeway , compass , sengkang , hougang , my place and etc.
i miss calling you baby.
although the road we went through wasnt easy, but we went through.
saw you now , wasnt the same as last time .
a good one > bad one> to a worst one .
i had changed but to a better one .
i still remember your promised,
to patch back with me after EOY.
i am still waiting ..
i hope you're back one day, asap.
i miss you to the max,
whenever i go , i remember the pace that we went there before.
I MISS YOU.

back homed, went to meet jermaine, then bus-ed to school,
for floorball, monday's our starting of our match,
leaving school at 11.15am, shiok uhs! .
kaykay, left at 4pm, called charis, and went to meet her at compass starbucks,
sorrry sorrry, all of them were waiting for me, ><
okays, went to change clothes,
then we bus to hougang plaza for pool,
saw mervin pang, kiakeng and co.
jeffrey , teckseng and co.
no table for us, so yeah we went hougang mall to shopshop.
bought ice cream, (: super duperb nice ,
walk around , caryn says she need to go home,
no choice , have to sent her .
all of us went to bus stop,
intheway, caryn says she has a heartache,
then i said, heartache uh? whack your heart ?
she jiatao shutttt ~
hahahahahahs, charis and i laughed and laughed (:
then charis say , girl my heart pain, how?
i say whack your heart? she laugh again, cute sia . (;
went to caryn's block to slack, kinda bored ..
so , we went back hougang pool , cos celia and weilin call us up for pool ,
met them there , played a few rounds,
jermaine camed, that pig , if i didnt call her , she will still be at homed,
celia and weilin went home at 8, had a byebye with them.
carry on few round of pool, wth charis and jermaine, hahahhas
charis cheat for a round, damn funny ><
closed table and left at 8 plus, wahs, the guys paid for the table,
so yeah, grace and fannie have to go home, left us,
the two guys speaking angmohs, left,
patrick also left,
charis,. chloe and her stead were going amk for movie and meeting her friend,
so , ahmaine and me went to pasar malam for dinner,
then we walk home, aint believed it, its kinda nice time walking home, but its scary though,
its dark,
shopping later with mummy, grandma, and bitch sister.
for new year clothes and shoe i think.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOONWANG KORKOR, (:

school today with darren,
went toilet and aseembly with charis , (:
told me something and i jitao shag tiao ..
lessons was fine .
went dnt studio with darren and leslie,
halfway saw him, i already no mood, saw him i want to tear , but i controlled.
dnt lesson so bored ,
finally ends, walk to toilet , find charis ,
wow, many people inside,
hehahos,
thanks charis for the yumyum sweet , hahas.
after school , maths remedia .
then went off with jeffrey, for basketball ,.
leg injured, wtf .
saw minjoot play bb is totally a funny joke ,
the way he jumps, hahahs, walaos .
word leessss to describe luhs.
play till 6 plus then homed , bus with ahkim.
talked talked bout yesterday things happening around,
on msn now with charis (:
msging mr darren , he has a pair of frog legs, swimming in saint andrews school,
cool uh,
school tomorrow with charis and boon hao .
hope school will be fine tomorrow.
current mood was not fine,
song listening is , boys like girls-up against the wall.

school today with mr darren,
went assembly with charis,
chatting with her,
pe lesson was rather bored , but overall itsokays .
recess was fuck-ed up! to the max.
but recess with charis, ate with daphne, jerelyn, rosamund and selina,
FUCKED! !@#%^&*
why just you purposely bang him and scold him, he didnt make until you what,
i nearly cried when i saw that ,heartache lots. :/
i hate thosee guys alot alotalotalot , to the max.
i hate people who tio him uhs,
maths lesson, blandon told me to sms leonard,
and that dumbmmmy pig says he gonna bring knife down,
another one that make people worries.
no mood for the day after that incident ,
): .
stupid darren keep disturb me , cheer me up,
and he he he he keep saying his name .
walaos uh.
then made me laugh, ><
ooooo.o brandon was fierce, scolded abalone,
was good one,she's so noisy uh , keep shouting here and there,
eh girl , ppl scold you becos ure noisy , you scold darren, brandon and us cb ?!
eh, not happy come me and megan infront say luhs? i am waiting for you to come ,
detention was really damn fun today,
didnt realised mr cheang was a police , ><
mr zaini was great today, having a nice chat with them ,
went floorball after that,
yeahs! the boys won another game ,
yeeppes, zzz.
thanks ZAKI UHS, for shouting at my ear when im phone with darren, about the recess problem.
i neary went deaf uhs ,
went off to pp with ahmaine ! (:
she so cute, hahas,
saw azam, he also shout at my ear , thanks thanks, i will went deaf alot ,
homed now, and mr darren went to sleep his a (^(oo)^) .
homework-ed . i must study hard, not to dissapoint teachers, and family and relatives,
not gonna play anymore . (:



i miss you much,
i wanted to help you just now, but im a girl.
and i am not ur stead anymore.
i wanted to tear , but i must stay strong .
a strong girl . (:

monday-
lessons today was suck ttm,.
slack with charis, megan , ziling, in the toilet ..
chit chat , heart ache things,
was rather nice time with them , hahas, .
after school , basketball with kelvin , jeffrey, colin, and gerald.
halfway, play with faiz, hongsheng, and adrian,
won them a game,them went out school , with rizam and faiz.
faiz was quiet scary to me, uhs .><><><><
GAhhhs, mr cheang called my name,charis, audrey and zhenyang's name out for detention, its like walaos,
kayys, never minds ,
saw him, haiis , just miss him,
after that, walked to GO, also saw him , he stared at someone unhappily,
he saw me , he looks paiseh .walked out of school, with jermaine , patrick, caryn.
behind was yang , ken and co.
i didnt expect all these. .
homed.
bathed,meet weilin, and her friend,
bus to hougang plaza, pool .
randy, jia hao , roychua was there already ,.
coming up, yiren, teckseng, jermaine, patrick, pauline,
shengjia came,
all of them left 6 plus, left me , randy and shengjia.
went to ate , chicken rice, was rather yummy yummy .
then homed,
hope school is well tomorrow . ,
now texting with charis, megan and DARREN KWOK, that idiot called me to kiss his ass,
lmaos ,
tomorrow, talked xinshi with charis and megan,
currently my mood nows is very shag, and sad.
current song listening now is , jaychou , caihong.
felt likt crying again..why i keep thinking of him,
why just i forget him ? ...
byes.

meet jeffrey today, bus-ed to hougang mall.
went to eat , then l went library.
studied and done some homework for a while then off to time zone,
jermaine called me, i thought she wanted to come find us , but she's not.
how sad case was that,
went 99cents value shop with jeffrey, he has to buy super glue for his braziliano sandal ,
his fingers are stick with the super glue, hahahhahahs .lol
it aint wash off.
after that, we went mrt station to wait for mr darren.k,
off to hougang mall to buy jeffery's basketball shoes,
beautiful pair of shoes he bought uhs, has skull head on the addidas strips
, >< darren were looking for his anti foam,for his goggles,i didnt knew he was a swimmer,
we walk-ed to jeffrey house, waited for jeff at his void deck with darren, chatttttted with mr darren while waiting for jeff,
we went to play bb, zzz, stupid stupid darren shoot an air ball ahahhahahas,joking ><
accompany mr darren to wait for his 161 to come ,he went off.
two girls were finding trouble, purposely walk infrony of me and look?!
i not stupid uhs, please.
home now, watching channel u charity show,
superb bored,
hey, onto is nice, esp the bass, hehaho (:
i miss you, esp ttm,.
when i heard darren saw you and your friends at hougang plaza pool, i jitao sian
i wish to rewind the time and i want to be at there,
i want to see you , i miss you alot alot , ): .
i hate what i've done /:
bye ,

met terence at punggol this afternoon, then took bus to tamp, maggie's house,
her sister's married , buffet.
her two dogs are cute and guai uhs, ><
-.- darren's dogs are huge huge, he has a golden retriver and boder coolie.
he asked me to visit his house -.-
i will cry uh, i scare uhs..so huge dog ...
after that ate, slack till 4.30 then i wen tto took bus to tamp at take mrt,
was msging darren all the way, he's funny ..
supposingly was meeting darren at redhill, but then im late, grandma and uncle and little cousin is rushing me, so im soory for him ,
went town, accompany shaoxuan to look out for thomas,
he has 200 plus cars -.- , he started to buy cars when he was 1 ,
everyday buy 2, 3 years , must have alot,
went to eat pepper lunch after that, yumyum,
shopped. bought ONTO (:
then homed, so bored uhs..
new year's coming,
i wannaaaa go popo housee,
miss my cousins, and the plan for me, marcus and oswin to go l4d 2, tgt.
hehahos, and to get angpaos , huhu.
i miss him alot. new year's is on 14FEB, which is our 9th month if we didnt broke,
shag ttm luhs,. haiis.
school nowadays was fine .
doesnt like few people, hate them ttm uhs.
class jokers was still leslie , darren and sudirman ? .
class deco was to be done on monday i think..><
going back for yckps atheletics training, didnt see coach for a long time since p6 till now ..
hahas,
bies, too many things to do ,busy busy .
compeititon is coming, 1 feb, its fast ..

so well , went school today with darren kwok, saw carlos
hahas, he funny guy, brought spagetti to school , ><
mother tongue class chatting with blandon, teckseng,
maths class also chatted with blandon, megan and audrey ,
recess, went with mummmy (;
teachers didnt came today, was relief teachers,
zzz, darren and leslie was so jokers, hahas,
overall kind of fun uh in class,
bu ti hate the noise produce by someone,
that many people dont likes,
hahas, after school met mummy, then wen tto canteen,
hehaho, no seats for us, so we have to seat with colin and friends.
went to change pe,then play bb with colin , gerald and friends,
edgar was saying that im so short, wth luhs!!
must grow tall for him to see !! ><
weather was super duper hot , whole face was red,
so went to rest with kelvin and edgar,
hahahahahs. kelvin felt so disgutsted by someones,
its 3.10 so went up hall with mummy, for training,
hate today's training it sucks,
halfway training, went down stairs to slack with mummy, and thanks mrsyed for the change,
daddy finished his ncc, saw someone* ,,haiis
went to play with rizam with his guitar ,zzz -.- pravin very disturb luhs .
went back training and
new people joined, and was so girly,
eh please uh, want girly go join other ccas uh,
dont keep sabo us kena punished then we need to run..
fuck uhs, so dizzy after training, so rested,
was not my day today,its no no good .
compeition is starting on 1 feb , nervous ><
got to buck up with my studies, byes,

went to meet maomaocong today,
went up her house, gaahs, im scared of milo.><
mabelene and huiling are bathing ..
everybody is done , and we cab down to meet alan, shaobin &his stead, hanbingand xiaodoor
slacked, then winie and grace came , huiling left with them..
went kovan for pool ,and billard,
being such a kapo was slapped by mmc and mabelene,see them slap was really damn shiok uh.
tomorow is the guys floorball match! GOOD LUCK BOYS(:
><>
he so crazy..
i want to be independent.
i miss you alot.

went sentosa today, with maomaocong,mabelene,huiling and winie today.
took lots of photos but i can update cos no usb cable, siannnn.
actually intending to meet charis and jermaine but ahmaine not gooing chalet with charis,
so i didnt go too.
clarence came.
went burger king ate.
then blahblahblah, somethings happened.
then went home, overall kinda fun today .
darren kwok, faster reply me luhhhhs.
we msg msg msg then suddenly you go mia,
._.
suddenly want to extend hair, told mummy .
so imma going tomorrow to do it, (:
charis going with me maybe if she's free ><
floorball matches are coming, the boys are having match this coming monday ,
going with hid and mates to watch .><
gotta work hard to at least win a match,they were all too strong uh

so yeah, today there's morning run,
hahahahaha, i finally can sprint and win rou hui they all,
opppxs, i accidentall pangseh vannaza and audrey and clara,
><. so , after i finish, i went to sit down the the corridoor with caryn , jermaine and charis.^^
lessons so bored,
i like the flavour of the mentos that charis bought , minty minty , yummyyummy><
dnt lesson, got chased out, half of the class,
need to draw acylinder in each cude, so we had to complete 5 ,
hard time doing that , pekcek,
woooo.lucky my zaini was in the good mood today,
saw us outside class then didnt scold,still can chat with us,
lessons lessons, slept at english class and thanks alot to DARREN KWOK, for disturbing me with the bottle cap ,
after school, ate, help yiren do geog note book,
then went to play basketball.
talk to rizam , then teachers came to play soccer after that,
mr zaini came too, he was like, telling me to rest, huh? i blur,
so i tell him , tmr then got training, abit caring uhs.LOL
we continue playing till 6 plus.
edgar teo is a gaygaygay, hmpph, say i short, wth luhss,
went off , waited for kelvin to collect his shoe bag.
then went pp with kelvin to buy bubbletea , then went to bus stop to find jeff,
saw colin , hmmpph, KIMBERLY UH, GET WELL SOONNNNNNNN!!!
haiyohs,
hahahs, kelvin and i was disturbing jeff, cos he was listening to ear piece, so we were like keep saying jeff is a dog , dog dog , fat alll those..then took bus homeed,
many many home work to do , haixs,
rememdia and training tmr, tired.

i didnt knew , you dunnt know how to appreciate me.
you didnt mean ur promises.
what you say you didnt mean it.
what you promised me and friends.
why kahmay and jordan can last so long, why cant we?
we are late by3 days after them,
im so dissapointed , but i didnt angry you,
but i miss you.i always think of you.
melvin told me ,after i stead with you,
many ppl zhao gor me.
i dun want to get into it much.
but you said this.
bi,i will not let ppl bully you.
but what are you doing when hilmi, disturb me.
and i nearly fight with him.
you just say , bi, im sorry .you sited down there just watch instead of helping me,
i forgive you.
i didint realised i love you so much, and then u just fucking give me some reasons that you want to break.
if you had speacial reasons, just tell me..
i really regret telling you my dadddy knows.
you promised me you will patch with me afterend year exams. but did you ?!!!
if not we wont have to break.
i was damn pissed off , when hongsheng tell me u had other girl.
i really want to find that girl out,fucking hell.
hey girl, if you two didnt stead, better dunt accept him,i warn you FIRST.
if you dunnoe the story bout him and , come ask me ,or ask my friend.
if you let me know you accept him, i will come find you.
i didnt know that you changed so much,
dunt even know you dare to diao megan,
we used to be goood friends with megan and kahmay , when we are still tgt.
you really change alotalotalot.
i dunnooe what the hell has changed you.
i duunoe where the old ahmad has gone too.
im wordless.to describe already.
i miss you alotalot.

today was totally not my day, fucked.
went compass with kahmay and vannaza after school,.
i was totally pissed off after what hong sheng told me,
hey girl, better dunt accept him if he jio you, if you two didnt stead,but if you two stead , i will make sure you two break,
ming ming zhi dao , our story , if u dunooe better asked my friends,i wont let u have a good life.
so , fuck off.

i miss you alot, even though you treated me quite badly.
i miss the days , that you love me,
i miss you alot, im so sorry when i didnt treasure you the first two months,
im so sorrrrrrry,
but i gave in when the thrid month and fourth month,..
i miss the days , when we always go out, go exhibits with ms sheena, go slack , go plaza sing and sentosa,
everywhere we go , i treasure,
why you dunt want to give me a valid reason that you wanted to leave me so suddenly.
im wordless to say alrd,
i really miss you alotalot.

met celia and school today ,
scolded one very xl boy , for sscolding me kuah simi lan jiao ,
i was damn angry, for spoiling my mood, wth ..
so i scold back , eh, buay song lai luh hor,
dennise stare at him back , and her was like dun dare to look , sec2 only..
haixs,xiasuay..
mother tongue was quite funn^^.
ohmy! my ear was nearly deaf , all thanks to blandon and haoyu ..
hahaha,. teckseng's ear was shouted by blandon, times ..
heng i only get once , but uh haoyu make me go deaf too...
chemistry lesson , was so idiot, ms karishma...
kena disiao , haahha
after school, stay back with yiqing, and celia they all..
ahhaha, shengjia is like so wth, took bookshop's auntie text and didnt return..
hahahs, so funny luhs..
all of them went cca or home..
so i slack with rizam and faiz..
hahas, rizam so funny uhs, joker^^
but faiz very di siao , keep disturb me, ...
6 plus, went home-ed. (:





days , still had to carry on.
everytime see him, i will think of him again...
i miss him alot, alot..

took bus today , saw melvin,
talked to him, hais, why so many thing happened now adays...
dear god uh....
school today was rather sucked.
meet yiqing after school today..
then homed,suddenly falll asleep.
then meet her at hougang mall for pool.
her friend came.
saw weizhong , tengjin , baozhen , and co.
played , 6 plus yiqing left with her friend to guiqing's chalet.
so i slack with weilin and co.
lol.damn no mooooood,
keep thinking of him, then kor ask me dun look at the wallpaper,
you told me wait for you, you promised me that wyou will patch with me after end year exams,
but you didnt, i keep waiting , and i realised you didnt keep the promised,
what i've done,seriously, i can change if you told me and want me too.
i cant live withour you,
you gave me alot of happiness, i miss you alotalotalot, a few thousands times,
i can sacrifice everything to be with you again,
i regreted not treating you good first two months,
i gave you chances , but you didnt give me one.
its just a chance, isit really so hard,
i know you dun like me to keep advicing you not to smoke,
but i really do this is for your own good, , cos i love you, i care for you only.
i didnt control you.
i misses you tothemax , why you just want to treat me like this,
i hope you could see this post,
i dunwant to hide it from you ..
you just left me with excuses,why just cant you tell me the truth,
i miss you ,
i deciding not to talk to boys in school so often,
i want to be a good girl from now onwards.
i want my happiness back, my happiness is you,
please dun go away, cos i need you,
i want those memories you gave me,
i miss your hugs too, and the care you care for me,
i still love you , no matter everything changes.
no matter people scold me, i still love you .
it was just like an tattoo in my heart,nor erasable.
i love you . please come back...

i miss you,
i miss you every second, every minute, every hours, and days.
i wanted to tell you , but i dunno how to tell you,
i wanted to tell you happy birthday to you face to face , but i didnt have the courage, i scare i will cry .
but thanks to jermaine,for helping me.
i finally see your lovely smile,
i wanted to tell you i still love you, but i dun have the courage,
if we didnt break, we could celebrate many things together,
i've cried on 31/12/09,at 11.55pm.
i just miss you too much, i cant forget you,
i had rely on you too much,
when i see you emo, i am heartache,.
when im down, i always think of you,
many ppl say we had thee chance to patch, but i dunno isit real.
i finally saw ur smile, when i wishes you a happy birthday,
i want to be with you again,
i can change just for you, to turn into a good girl,
i know why you are angry of me those times,
i still love you,

im so happpppppppppppy yesterday (:
it was DUDE's birthday, 6jan10.
he finally smile , thanks jermaine loads.
i miss you alot, i shal talk to you personally one day, many things to tell you..
i nearly bought the same bag as dude, but i didnt buy cos of my stupid mother,
was super exhausted , so many things to study , must buck up..



EH, DINIE AND HAFIZ, U DUN THINK U MALAY I SCARE YOU UHS, EH SEC1 ONLY DUN NID SO XIALAN ONE LUH HOR, NBCB.
SAY MY PARENTS , AND ME,EH WATCCH OUT LUH HOR,
I SAW U AT PUNGGOL ONCE, WHACK U ONCE.
I DUN CARE U ARE DUDE'S FRIEND, NB, SEC1 ONLY THEN SO GUAI LAN ALRD,
SEE U LIKE THAT ALSO PITY YOU, A WORD TO DESCRIBE, CHILDISH.
XIASUAY UR PARENTS, DUN THINK U VERY BIG,I AM NOT SCARE, I TELL YOU.
FUCKERS.

happy birthday to someone ^^.
school sucks, totally.(: