Vodka and Cavier☮

sch ends.

Friday, October 30, 2009, 10/30/2009 08:46:00 PM

sch ends, its like finally,
all memories had washed off,
from january to now,
the past few months are torturing,
its like a bad dream , and i was still living in the bad dream,
a night mare,
while he moved on , and had changed.
i loved my hair colour now,
chun's colour was like orange>?
hahas, goonna see him later,
his orange hair, boon and yang did dye also ,
hhaas i wanna see yohxcs,

fen shou kuai le, zhu ni kuai le,
ni ke yi zhao dao keng hao de
bu xiang kou dong, muo cheng cheng zhong,

i hope the world could change the time,
i serioulsy hate the world,

workwork.
i gonna be shopping spree.
fuck hate my family.

days passed.

, 10/30/2009 10:03:00 AM

to :passebyes in tagbox
dun be sucha low life person,
get a new life and ure ashamed of ur parents that give birth to you,
is sucha waste, low life imbecile lamer.
you shall me entertained.

school today,
spelling bee is sucha easy one luhs,
lol, we always got scolded , and i dunnoe whies,
its so stupid to stand infront of so many ppl ,
wth,
area cleaning,
gaahs, change the water twice,
freaking heavy,
fuck luhs halimah,i am not the one that threw the rubbish outside ur fucking class,
cant u see i was walkin back to class to get the broom and dust pan, u bitch,
scold me for wtf?
bad mood luhs, so unlucky.ccb.
i am like only i am the one doing those washin and changing the water the most,
walk passed 2t1 is such a burden,
ernest poon shouted my name,
while i walk passed , i was pist off, i turn and i looked,
he said , ouhh, why jacelyn look so angry,
then he said , ahmad luhs, then is like lol ,
i was talking to jermaine too, while both of us was walking passt hrough 2t1,
boon chye disiaosiao , i said i never go up, then he was like i gotgot go up,
lolxs luhs,
went back class, listen to what ms sheena was talking,
kinda interesting.
mdm yanni rawks too ,
i slap junjie,for kickin on one of the desk leg, that
i was sitting on it,
hahas, ms sheena said i should have slap harder,
after sch, homed with kahmay,
homed now, dying hair ,
it was brown, brown, and orange at the side of my fringe too ,
chun's colour was orange, hahas
he said mine was cool , cos orange,but his too yohs,
so bored manxs , staying at home...
sms chun , joni to chat ..lol

dissappointed.-wordless.

slacked.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 10/28/2009 06:53:00 AM

well today was rather a nice day for me,
after sch , homed.
then, help uncle with the new furniture moving in,
finished and i lefft to punggol,
meet chun, ken and we've gotta a new slacker , shafiq ,
woots he was tall , ans so suprise that he was a half malay , half chinese.
mervin pang, made me so jealous , the colour of his hair,
but never mind, i am dying tmr, brown brown hair of mine, chun also dying,his orange brown yohs,
we wen to eat, and headed to pp,
wahs!, nobody in the lan at all.
so suprise manxs,
slacked , slacked,
talk about many things,
6 plus we went homed.

ccb. hope my mother die early,
kns! use com u wer not happy?
hope u get lung cancer and die asap,
only know how scold me
ehs,wan scold me everyday ,
then for wad fuck u give birth me, ccb
i let u givce birth for u to scold uhs?
ccb,

have some concience in ur heart,
u was the one that want to break up,
u said to ernest poon , is i wan to break with you?
say i crazy too?
so wad are you, chee bai.
so many ppl, dun like u now,
you've changed.
freaking hard to forget u , i really dunnoe wad to do ,
teard every moment when i think of you at night,
i am still leavin in the past, while u moved on.
i had lost my way, wad should i do ?
i still loved you, i really hope u could change back to the old times,
the attitude of u now , is really suck,
fucked up life,

chan kah may,
i mis u luhs, (:

fuckedup.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 10/27/2009 07:52:00 AM

ytd chu kim koh,
until very late,
so ton at naima house.
fucked up.
phone low bat when i reached home,
so i went to charge.
and went to bath
lol.
i went to sleep .
until , 2 plus,
went out,
to ikea, to buy funiture.

outing,

Sunday, October 25, 2009, 10/25/2009 07:21:00 AM

woke up early this morning,
and went up namdai with emily and jermaine,
naipa and naima super funny uhs...
gaahs naima hit my ______..
and she says pineapple tart.
we took the smrt space cab to bishan,
prawning,
sat there, emoed,
thinking of him diedly,
nearly teared.i miss you seriously
woots, naima ordered alot alot of food,
there's satay, french fries, chicken wing,
i love the french fries with bbq and chilli sauce..
yummyyummy,
8 plus homed.
took pics on bus.
homed,
and was watchin funny videos with uncle,
hahahaaxs
tmr goona be a great day.

random.

Saturday, October 24, 2009, 10/24/2009 10:41:00 AM

i still loved you,
cried so hard, jus to be back with you,
but i cant,
i gave u chances but u did not,
i jus dunnoe whys?
i was the only one that care alotalot for you,
i sacrifies alot of thing,
i still loved u as the past ,
i miss the old days,
the happines that u gaved.
it wasnt wash off,
i cried hard, wokr hard,
you break the promises,
u said that after eoy u gonna patch back,
but what was all these/
u lied to me,
i didn not said anything too.
u had realy changed .

posted posted.

, 10/24/2009 10:20:00 AM

finally homed,

went out today ,

kinda happy today.

i stil cant get over you,

everywhere i goes, i think of you.

i suffering and telling myself to stop thinkiing,

but i cant succed ,

everytime i sees a girl touches you,

i fucking hate it,

sees u almost everyday,

it was just like an game over ,

no matter wad i stil love you .

, 10/24/2009 09:48:00 AM

time flies..

Friday, October 23, 2009, 10/23/2009 09:50:00 AM

sch today.
thanks much randy for the hoodie ...
results , results .
circuit, and sketchbook , haven add .
failed maths, and science.
dissapointed with results.
i've passed ,
english-38/70 .paper .
chinese-77/130
science-36.5/100
maths-lousy lousy .
dnt-28/50
history-48/100, considered passed overall .
home ec -passed.
thats all i think.
think will promote luhs .
after school, walk out of school with ah maine,
gaaaaahs, saw him ,
and colin ah kor.
saaid hi, basic respect mahs ..lol
pei jermaine wait bus then i walk back school again .
wait for emily ,
homed,
went up with ah maine , laubu .
-.-
tiny laupeh, abit sotplug,
keep say funny jokes to make us laugh..
lol.
8 plus, naima, naipa, huiwen jiejie, kelvin korkor finally come back...
we were all rott if they still haven come back ...
ban gong.
10 plus went offf.
funny uhs, naipa and emily ...
hahahaxs

onlined with naima and tiny now..and taoeh[rizzy]
hahaxs.
everyones asleep . pig manxs .(;

lousy results.

Thursday, October 22, 2009, 10/22/2009 08:54:00 AM

freaking hate schoool yohs !!
always hair check, and confiscate extender of mine,
stupid!
failed maths ans science .
passed history and chinese,
gaaaaahs full of shit uhs paper of minee.
getting back dnt , maths paper 2, and english paper tmr,'
stressed !
so many incidents happen today .
quarrels, angryness, and a very xia suaay thing to our class.
a guy who asked all the malay gilrs in class to have sex with him,
freaking ashamed and xia suay manxs.

you've broken ur promises,
you've made me not trusr you ,
arent you .
u should know wad u had said.
cos u are the one who told me those .
hate my brother(s) ?
cos of a girl?
childish.

stop honging luhs hoh, disgusting bitch .
think u like that he will like u isit .
bitch! .
to the core .

hope days passed by could be better and well.
taoeh, tell me wad is tgmd?
faster tell me .!!!

the end.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 10/21/2009 05:43:00 AM

he told me to forget him ,
delete everything of his,
so i gotta.

slacked with chun , yang, ken, and saywu today .
played taiti.
super jealous, chun's onto headset manxxs.
lol.

if theres rewinderble dates,
i wolud prefer that to happened,
i would change everything ,

wordless.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 10/20/2009 07:30:00 AM

slack today ,
with boon, rizam, ahmad, mervin, yang, joni, jian kai, wen xing,
manyyyy peeeepos,
but a while later i wen to find chun , and ken with yang,
saywu came, gaaaaahs, chun make me jealous with the onto headset like hell uhs,
he and ken kup money to buy drum stick for saywu .
cos today is saywu birthday ...
haha
went to ate,
slacked.
hahhas, chun lent me his onto head set,
i lent to saywu ,
a while later saywu left, and its mine back hahahha
wore so long and i return to chun ,hhahah
chun told me to sent smses to kahmay to di siao siao ..
then went his house outside and wait cos yangs wants usb cable,
went pp,
future stationary and say leonard and another guy outside lan ,
lolxs, went ice talk ,
then slacked, and we went homed..

gaaaaaaaaaaahs, stupid com cant upload pic,

if there is 2nd chance,
i wont hesitate.
if there is rewind i gonna considered.
i've regreted , what i've chose and done.
but i am glad to have memories,
no matter what i gonna stay strong.
thats it ,

happpppppppppppy .!

Monday, October 19, 2009, 10/19/2009 09:04:00 AM

thanks NAIPA, NAIMA,HUI WEN JIEJIE, YVONNE, MEIMEI, KELVIN KORKOR,TINY, EMILY,WEILIN, JERMAINE, CELIA.
MOST !!!!!
gaaaaaaaaaaaaahs,
wash chicken wings, walk , walk , walk , walk ..
helped naima,with the fish ...
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs , naipa apply the chilli sauce on my face
birthday smash ..
sang song for me for my birthday ...
cool, naima took pics of me (:
my face was innnn the cake, filled with cream .
fouth times.
huiwen jiejie smash the cake with ccream on my face.-.=
and i goot wash my face again,
and tiny and naipa was outside the toilet with a container filled with water to splash on me..
hide in the toilet ..heng manxs..
went back pit..
after that,ken, chun hou, liping, boonhao, kiakeng, ahmad, zhenyang,saywu, stephan,
i think thats all..
came,
went to find them ,,
face was filled with cream that time,..
so gotta wash ,
private talk to chun , yang and ken.
they went to my pit, and said hello..(:
so funny uhs,
ken, yang, stpehan and kiakeng ate hotdog in a row behind huiwen jiejie while she is bbq-ing.
went to played guitar with chun they alll..
went cheers withn them ,
chun treat me two bottles of jolly shandy ..
naipa says i had bad breath cos he smelled the can of drink but actualy it was the drink smell..
sang songs with boon, while chun and ken played guitar.....
then i played everybody knows while they sing...
ate and ate...
saywu ate the most...
went toilet with jermaine and naima,
i change clothes..
heard naipa and tiny said that got a new dian for only 9 person.
piority.
gotta asked for charcoal then can go in ..but actually i am already inside..
so , boon and kiakeng help me..
thanks much yeahs!
boon kena tao pok, by us..super funny ,
ahmad is so violent that he elbow till boon..
after that our next target is zhenyang, all of us ran to catch him ...
11.30 pm went to took cab to east coast.
took cab with naipa and jermaine,,
separate cabs, ken they all also separate..
meet up halfway with ken they all cos they alight at the mac ..
while we are meeting at the coffeeshop..
while waiting for naima they all arrival, chat with naipa and jermaine,
they reach alr, tiny kena dua , hahaha
walkd to the beach side..
eveyone sat down ..
naipa and naima started to take pics ..
after that whole namdai and jermaine went to take pics accept yvonne coss she went home alr ..
took one pic with naima, naipa, meimei, jermaine, emily.
tiny didnt took cos his eyes were pain cos kena hit by naipa accidentally ..
bluhbluhs.
changed place to rest ..
naipa they all dunno go where alr..
in the end they went home...
shag shag..
wahs, all of us went 7-11
accept for chun and kiakeng..
ran and ran , then walk
so long ...wth
walked back, then boon they all found one bottle of alchohol..
i dranks one sip ,..
reach pit, quickly go sit and sleep with chun's hoodie..
all of them slept then suddenly zhen yang shout then woke me up ,
chase him with chun they all..
slept back ,then saywu go woke me up
he gave me bottle of winter melon tea..
he say jacelyn , i give you one bottle of winter melon tea..
so stupid uhs!!
he went back to sleep ..
i go revenge,
i went to him and left the winter melon tea and said saywu ! i give u winter melon tea..
he woke up , super funny uhs!!!
then yang go light up fire behind him then saywu shout..
ahmad, kiakeng was laughing when i told them about the winter melon tea..
everyone toh after a few minutes..
then ken went up to saywu and shout, GOOD MORNING!
then ken go unzip boon , yang, kia keng,pants zip
hahahas,funny like shit..
sleep again till next morning, super cold,
dunnow who wake me and liping up,
tired like shit, ahmad was stil sleeping manxs......'
he woke up after 15 mins..
we packed everything and went off to mac,
ate then walked to bus stop
on the way funny likr shit
saywu says he was the sinister gates, but he pronounce as sinster gates
then yang and chun and i keep laughing and disiao
saywu say yang is a anjin collar..
super funny, then chun's was the virgin killer.
saywu holds the guitar up and want to whack yang, i go punch sawwu then he give those very pain expression say shoued oooooouuuuh ..
yang keep laughing ..
afer that yang say chun's new nickname was bahwu ..
hahaha
reached busstop.
one uncle crazy one shouted dunnoe wad then yang infront of him only,
i laughh..
took 43 while liping took 966 by her own
on 43 yang keep say those retarded thibng then , me , boon keep laughing,
halfway toh, everyone sleep
reacxhing soon then saywu wake me up .
alight,
reached home, bath , sleep
4 plus woke up by ahma
then go popo house,
marcus didnt go but bridgette went,,
bridgette rawks too..as well as marcus..
10plus reached home, cos they played mahjiong.
they planned to go wild wild wet next week ,
lol

now you've beeen rejected and regretted
soon, u will noe how good am i to you in the past.
you've changed,
even friends around me said too..
i will stay strong .

i love nan da long chen gong.
and many peeeeeepos,
esp bros and sis.

funs!

Friday, October 16, 2009, 10/16/2009 08:47:00 AM

today basically is maths and dnt paper,
stupid teacher that set the paper so hard for maths,
dnt easy .
leonard pigpig sms me,
said that he comin sch today , cos graduation day
kinda misses.
after sch went home,
bath,then meet weilin.
went compass meet all of them
took mrt to habourfront .
bought tickets.
went in,
reached and we went to change
started to be crazy ...
go buried jun jie with the soil.then,
played volleyballl,went into the water half way ...
sian alr, then go sit down and suntan
blahblah.
everyone's so hungry .and tired!
so walk to the station, bought drinks.
went vivo ate.
after that go skypark.
walus, very shag ehs..
went time zone, then go daiso with clara
then all of them came find us, cos they want to buuy
parang toh..
lolxs
took mrt home, super funny uhs at mrt,
sheng jia di siao siao ...
went homed. basically is an happy day for me though.
thanks!
leonard}pig ,
ginny}mei
emily yap}jie
emily.lhy}jie
rizam}brother
shermaine}friend
teckseng}kor
kahmay}mumm
joni}daughter
clara}good friend
weilin}jie
junjie}kor
and many peeeeepoooos,
that wish me haappy BIRTHDAY .!

(;

nan da long chen gong rawrs and rawks!

thanks !!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 10/14/2009 06:38:00 AM

today's paper flunk alr .,
waited for rizam .
went canteen with daughter ,
talk with x.ben
went back to his class outside ,waited.
raining .ran.
stupid hilmi keep following us,
then keep ask chap wer one, play wer one .
anjin uhs .
went rizam roofgarden with joni and wen xing .
mervin was at there waiting ,
boon and yang came later .
sian sian.
after that ahmad, chun hou, and ken came .
played volleyball.(:
cool yeahs, miss the days in primary sch ...
stay back everyday play volleyball.
so shiok ,lol
many things happen..
hahas i hit the ball and it heat zy's head ,
supaaa funny luhs .very zhun ehs
ehs, girl , if u see us play volleyball not happy come down challenge uhs, ccb .
shout from the window , big uhs ?
bitch* .
all of them went meridian , except me and chun.
played guitar , chat .
played soccer, volleyball.
then 6 went home,went spc with boon.
buy water .
on the way,
punggol bunny use boon chye phone call me say, ask me go listen
one song ..
so lame ..
thanks leonard .
for the 1st birthday wish that u 've said among my friends and family .
appreciated.
and teck seng korkor ,
thanks tooo, for the posted birthday wish in ur post ,
thanks(:
yeahs, cant wait to friday, saturday and sunday uhs .
friday go sentosa,
saturday go jamming with rizam and brothers ,
sunday bbq!!
then ton ton.
it gonna be a happy day .
went down to study with weilin,
halfway got one crazy guy .
then we went another place to sit ..
8.55 went home ..

suprise that u are not jioing her ,
so anyways, hope u will win this sunday sparring .
and take care .

to:pig
thanks for that birthday wish.
so suprise u can remember and was the 1st one to wish me
good luck for the n-level results .

life's

Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 10/13/2009 05:02:00 AM

today was history and art paper.
think goona flunk?
but i've studied.
after school, lesson with mr lian with weilin and celia.
finish and went off,
went pp with celia ,ate, waitied for boon,
gaaahs super long gaahs,
in the end he was with mervin pang, kiakeng, ahmad
waiting for me outside pp.
slacked, yeo zhen yang came later .
joni tooo.
5.15 went off .
maths paper tmr.
gans and friends, good luck!

to passerby.
just fuck off my tagbox.
will not be entertaining you again.
u dun think i dunoe who u are .
fucking jealous? jus admit
stupid gay ,
hope u fail all the papers .
freaker.
no life gay !
only know how to spam ppl using passerby.
if u are a man with balls, write down ur name with surname.

JONI DTTH.
CHEER UPS!!!
DUMB DUMB DAUGHTER .
MUST LAUGH LIKE CRAZY LIKE U LAUGH AT SLIPPERBOY .

heartaxhe

Sunday, October 11, 2009, 10/11/2009 03:48:00 AM

emily jie .
cheer up.
ahmei dun wan u sad .
lovexs you ..<3

if you came back for an patch on my birthday ,
that will be my most best birthday present, in my life
miss sheena said i gave it away , but is not me ,
i always think that i am not a good girlfriend,
but i always think of ways to care for him,
worry him , when he is in trouble
although it all ends, he got caught by police
i stiil worry for him.
miss him everyday, every night, every hour and second.
the meemories, that he gave me was permanent.
bi , was the word we always call each other,
i cant forget this word.
everytime i see you, i feel like crying .
it cant be controlled,
when i am sad, u made me happy ,
i was once scolded by my mum so serioulsy
and you tolded me, that if my mum doesnt wants me ,
you will take care of me forever,
i was touched by those words,
but it has ended , as u said
i have change, i didnt give u much freedom,
but u reflect, who was the one loving youm giving u chances,
caring , worrying u when ur dad canes you , cos u skip tution
i was the only one who called you , comforting u ,
u said that after exams will patch back with me ,
i dunno is it true, as u told boon, u will not patch
i am waiting , for you .
u say if i still love you , wait for you .
i am now.
it left 6 days to end the exams and my birthday to celebrate .
although , i am happy on the outside.
inside, was a bleeding heart ,
17 oct ,
18 oct-bbq.
if you show up , and for a patch ,that will be my best present ,
hope thats a miracle.
it was just like an battlefield ,

i wish everything could rewind .
as i still loveyou .
cried everyday, whenever i saw you .
i knew u are making me jealous.
i dun care .

eoy , english paper ws easy for the comprehension,
but the vocab was kinda hard.
hope can do well , and promote to other class.

birthday !

Saturday, October 10, 2009, 10/10/2009 07:09:00 AM

jun jie goona book for me the bbq pit yeahs
thanks jun jie !!!
studied with ts and yr ,
and peeepoos today
gaaahs saw one shirt at 77 street ,
2o plus, goot get it
so yeahs, hope all of them will turn up for bbq .
also inviting namdai ppl ,
esp naipa! naima! , huiwen jiejie ..and peeepooos to go ,
gaahs miss naipa and naima uhs
i hope theres miracle that he will come back to me .
on my birthday, and that will be my best birthday present .
for lifee
so yeahs, peeepos that ive invites, muust go okeyss!
shopping spree, fun, slack ! comin , but
any ways, GOOD LUCK FOR EOYS! ..

random.

Friday, October 9, 2009, 10/09/2009 09:37:00 PM

birthday's comin,
gaaaahs .17 october !
vannaza is organising ..
weeehhhs .
many peepoos comin.
heard peepoos saying they buying domo for me uhs!!
gahhs happy ? neither .
not happy, without him .

i am missing him deadly,
he promise me to celebrate with me on my birthday and now his gone.
you've gone for 24 days.
i am still waiting,
you made me so happy , when i was with you.
you made me sad when u left me .

out to study later with teck seng kor ,
and friends.

to:charmaine chang .
happy birthday! .
to: ppeeepos.
good luck! gor eoy ^.^
to:some1
you've change,but hope u will turn well.and better,
good luck for eoy .
to:brothers and sisters.!
GOOD LUCK FOR EOY , SPECIALLIES .!

fucked up .

, 10/09/2009 09:13:00 PM

passerby .
hey dun be so no life ,
u never see me where hot pants before then dun kpkb so much ,
i ugly? so what are you?
bitch !
u jealous i with leonard ?
or ahmad?
so what if i still love ahmad?
ur fucking problem?
concerns you ?
dun play this kind of stupid lamer games for kindergarden toddlers,
get out of my tagbox, u dare u write your name down ,
fucker .
i am tracking you down now.
once i found out is you, i confirm chao you,
tired and sick of passeby .
no chances given this time,
ppl interfere my personal life?
no way .
say both of my ex?
so jus fuck off and then die.

.

eoy,
english , kinda easy .
but 1st two page abit challenging ,
confused mind.

change of mind,

Wednesday, October 7, 2009, 10/07/2009 05:31:00 AM

went schoool today,
tears, hate my mum seriously ..
causes everything ...
fuck up
played poker cars, taiti with randy, jia hao, roy , wei lin, jeffrey..
maths lesson.ate OREO, and honey stars yeahs!
gaaaahs, ms lee chase me out of class luhs,
i jus walk back to my seat , she jus say jacelyn , jacelyn get out..
i say wad? my seat ehs ,
she say get out, ok lohs, get out lohs,
pe.played volleyball with clara,
and celia, funn luhs
i succeeded surfing the ball, over the bridge on second floor ..
hehe.
lessons , lessons,
history !!
get 12/20 for it
so lousy , never study for it, last min test today also
on chap 9.
flunk..
after sch called mervin pang, meet rizam and mervin
with jermaine and wei lin..
jermaine and wei lin went off
went pp, cos chun say got police
we went pp, ahmad came..
bought bubble tea and went to bbc..
police car came by, ahmad quickly walk off, cos he go cig
afhter that police told him to walk over there..
me, rizam, keven , mervin all run off
hahaxs,
faiz damn funny uhs..rizam also ..
boon and yang came..
went spc..
blahblahsblahs.
went home.
I WANT SHOOPING SPREEE.!
GONNA CHANGE MY DRESSING .!
NO MORE HOT PANTS .
MATURE CLOTHES,
SKIRTS . GAAAHS, I CANT WAIT TILL EXAMS FINISH .
gonna buck up for test and exams

ended

Tuesday, October 6, 2009, 10/06/2009 06:15:00 AM

is the end ,
broke with me .??
fuck uhs,
why boys like to break girls heart then say sorry
sorry doesnt mean anything .
i night have a accident straight away .
if i really cant take it,
i am very stress .
i dunnoe why the god wans to punished me till like that .
what have i done ?seriously .
whyS?

worthless ? wordless .
nothing to say serioulsly .

random.i love piercings .

Monday, October 5, 2009, 10/05/2009 06:08:00 AM

sch was rather fine today .
after sch , went to find joni with rizam and wen xing (:
didnt go remedia cos no one goes .
cant go home too, no one at home, no key
slack bahs
yu jie gave me a ear stud, nice yeahs
pay him tmr as he said.
wanting to pierce my right lips, but no hollow pin,
so cant pierce..shag
miss lee was like printing so many pages of revision worksheet
almost 40 pages .
EOY, comin this friday .
so fast .stress .
after exam , shopshopshop.
changing the way i wore my clothes,
lesser hotpants,
mature clothes (:
CHAN KAH MAY .hahas u gonna be mine after exams .to shop , hahaxs!
joni dam , my crazy daughter also gonna be mine .

joni dam, ginny lee
happy birthday !!!
mine comin, but my wish is not available anymore .
sadsad .

popo house

Sunday, October 4, 2009, 10/04/2009 09:02:00 AM

i jus came back from popo house ..
playing poker cards with marcus ..
ate, gaaahs , marcus gave me his sotong,meat , prawn
cos he want me to eat more , so good uhs!
all a while his a goood cousin (:
only to me uhs!lolxs
teresa came (: with uncle john
ate papaya , force -.-
watch tv, listen song, hahaxs
teresa likes mcfly , samesame !
so tired , only sleepp few hours then woke up today and yesterday
slept at the sofa,
4 hours , sudden a stupid call , pick up
wrong person ..angry uuhs !
sleep until so sweet then call.fucked up
sua luhs dun sleep already uhs ,
bi sms me ,
10.30 all of us went home
after exams going out with marcus (;
chan kah may , joni , u two are mine after exams , hahaxs!
17 oct ,comin next next week .
shopshopshop .!

random.

Saturday, October 3, 2009, 10/03/2009 11:58:00 PM

mood swings .

, 10/03/2009 11:35:00 PM

yew keng yesterday.
supewwwer tired .
mood swing too.
reach long chen qian chiu place,
lay down and sleep .
wahs, cant sleep uhs,
ppl keep walking around, then need help them.
lie down there watch only .
yvonne, shu juan jiejie all come .
4 plus, jeremy lim's lion dance troupe , all come ,
chu sai ..
5plus qia sin, went up lorry .
yew keng ,
take hun che, bin kai and beer for kuay pek.
half way yew keng, rain,
went loyang tua pek gong for the second place of the yew keng ,
walk on the road , bare footed,so pain uhs, my foot blister haven recover yet
10 plus finish everything.
so many ppl come uhs, ppl watch gei tai , lolxs
went to eat ..
headaches, cos not enough sleep .
took mrt , sleep through the whole journey .
alight , ahwei called me, is not leonard pigpig me uhs
is YEO ZHEN YANG, prank, yeo zhen yang stupid son, monday u die uhs .
took 89 to seng kang then take taxi home
1.30 am then can sleep ,
today morning 9 am woke up,
meet vannaza then went gym.
going to grandma house later .

gona change the way i dress, (:

i stil love you,
wants to be with you ,
ppl says you and i are more couple face .
i am sti waitning .

mood swings

Friday, October 2, 2009, 10/02/2009 08:52:00 AM

school as usual today.
pek cek for the whole day.
fuck!
ehs, u dun anyhowanyhow change my design hor, puborh kia,
u jealous teacher chose my design u say ,
no matter how u draw, it sucks!
no body in class likes ur design huh.
sore loser ,
dnt lesson .
super fucked up alreadies .
daniel still keep stare stare ,pcb .
scolded him,
stare wad stare!?
walk out of studio , bang the door at him,
stare at him , cos really very buay song alreadys.
mr see stunt ..
he scolded daniel also ,
want to whack ppl already ,,
mr see say he want talk to me ,
go lohs , scare what?
he talk to me, say what ,
he know daniel make me angry ,
told me not to be angry .
lolxs
i fucked care . cos already super bad mood .
after school ,
sms outside dnt srudio, mr ng saw
he talk to me, i say yeahs i bring phone,
then he was like dun care alreadys.
waited for darren , cos wanted to take cab with teck seng, randy, jeffrey , yi ren, ernest, roy chua , and me ,
7 ppl ehs, sua luhs.
me , teck seng and randy took bus uhs ,
went home,
bath, took bus to meet emily then go down long chen qian qiu place
saw shu juan jiejie ,deh kor ahboy korkor , ahbob korkor
many ppl. nothing to do there luhs, sian
play psp, do homework for emily,
burn joss sticks , super big joss sticks,
after that sit down play psp,
alot of thing , bluhs
fucked up , thanks shu juan jiejie for treating me and emily ..<3
many ppl came ..then naipa say go and die.
after that he ask me tmr got come down anot ,
i say yes ..a little while more , went home.
tmr yew keng .

lookin through your eyes, theres nothing to hide
and u are no longer mine ,
how could survive when u say goodbye
why do birds do fly up high?
cant stop the tears from falling
we use to be so fine , when u walk into my life
i try to reach out for you , just to be with you
my heart is breaking, dont dont go away,
baby dont u know i miss you so
dont dont go away
i never been on my own before
can u hear me just take me with you ,
so dont dont go away
dont dont go away
baby dont u know i mss you so , dont dont go away
i never been on my own before
so wont u feel my heary beat once more ..
is hard to accept, hard to adapt , hard to forget , cos i syill love you . isyraf

mia.
partly cos of eoy, and personal thing ,
wants to end my life .is easy .
a pen knife will do ,

1 october .

Thursday, October 1, 2009, 10/01/2009 08:27:00 AM

went sch this morning with kahmay,
very pekcek, bad mood today
mr see told me not to be moody,
he dunwan to see me moody,
he wants me to smile .
but i cants, so dun be disapointed.
but blandon cheer me up , do sorts of funny thing during mother tongue lesson
after sch, went to call mum,
with randy and jiahao.
went sheng jia house .
went pasar malam to bought food,
saw rizam, chun hou, ken, zhenyang , thats all i think
blahsblahs, talktalk ,
bus came so yup byes to them.
tok bus with randy and jiahao.
super funny luhs randy and jiahao,
we dun let him take 86 nor 27
is like 7 bus of 27 , and 3 bus of 8 came together ,
randy and i hold his bag dun let him go.
at bus 88 super fucked up
-ehs! u think u malay , randy and i duno wad u fuck u sayi ng uhs?
say i stare u , eh! not happy come luhs
jacelyn phang , greendale sec 2a4
come find me after sch
primay sch student so wad, big fuck?
i whack u , see how u cry , puborh.
wahs, go piercing bo jio, ehs rizam
i also want pierce ehs .pigpig went chu shi today .
didnt come sch for 3 days .-.-
monday then go sch with him .

fuck off luhs, hate ppl call police uhs
already tio one, cos of somebody
stupid .!
ms ferng:
ehs! u dont have the ritghs uh, to off the fan , and kp us .
what the hell.

eoy comin, 9 oct .wish all brothers, sisters,
GOOD LUCK (:
WANNA go SHOPPING! after exams .

long chen qian qiu ,
27/09- 5/10 ..

sch ends.

Friday, October 30, 2009, 10/30/2009 08:46:00 PM

days passed.

, 10/30/2009 10:03:00 AM

slacked.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 10/28/2009 06:53:00 AM

fuckedup.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 10/27/2009 07:52:00 AM

outing,

Sunday, October 25, 2009, 10/25/2009 07:21:00 AM

random.

Saturday, October 24, 2009, 10/24/2009 10:41:00 AM

posted posted.

, 10/24/2009 10:20:00 AM

finally homed,

went out today ,

kinda happy today.

i stil cant get over you,

everywhere i goes, i think of you.

i suffering and telling myself to stop thinkiing,

but i cant succed ,

everytime i sees a girl touches you,

i fucking hate it,

sees u almost everyday,

it was just like an game over ,

no matter wad i stil love you .

, 10/24/2009 09:48:00 AM

time flies..

Friday, October 23, 2009, 10/23/2009 09:50:00 AM

lousy results.

Thursday, October 22, 2009, 10/22/2009 08:54:00 AM

the end.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 10/21/2009 05:43:00 AM

wordless.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 10/20/2009 07:30:00 AM

happpppppppppppy .!

Monday, October 19, 2009, 10/19/2009 09:04:00 AM

funs!

Friday, October 16, 2009, 10/16/2009 08:47:00 AM

thanks !!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 10/14/2009 06:38:00 AM

life's

Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 10/13/2009 05:02:00 AM

heartaxhe

Sunday, October 11, 2009, 10/11/2009 03:48:00 AM

birthday !

Saturday, October 10, 2009, 10/10/2009 07:09:00 AM

random.

Friday, October 9, 2009, 10/09/2009 09:37:00 PM

fucked up .

, 10/09/2009 09:13:00 PM

change of mind,

Wednesday, October 7, 2009, 10/07/2009 05:31:00 AM

ended

Tuesday, October 6, 2009, 10/06/2009 06:15:00 AM

random.i love piercings .

Monday, October 5, 2009, 10/05/2009 06:08:00 AM

popo house

Sunday, October 4, 2009, 10/04/2009 09:02:00 AM

random.

Saturday, October 3, 2009, 10/03/2009 11:58:00 PM

mood swings .

, 10/03/2009 11:35:00 PM

mood swings

Friday, October 2, 2009, 10/02/2009 08:52:00 AM

1 october .

Thursday, October 1, 2009, 10/01/2009 08:27:00 AM