hate my family tothemax,
farkup luhs, ccb!
what the fark i do in my whole life? machiam i owe you all like that,CCB.
always get scolding no matter that thefark i do, use com online msn , also got wrong,
ehnbccb, farkoff and die luhs hor, doggys!,
you all made me scold you all doggys esp shirlynn pang that fucking nbccb freakingolduglyhag BITCH, your not compareable to be my sibling okay, cb kia.
only know how sabotarge , your species isit uh?!
doggy.
dun blame me scolding you this okay, cos you suck.
family real suck to the core.








many thoughts throughout times just nao,
i miss him , and i real do.
but i am still waiting for his msg naos, faster reply our 7 th msg,
okayokay.);

opps!, i woke up late today,
so i cant meet charis big sista,
so yup met her at school,
otw to school, saw athira!(: ,
so yeah, walked with her, hmph, we saw yuxuan next,
haha, talktalktalk. (;
okays, yuxuan was waiting for charis bigsista downstairs,
so me and athira went up to place our baggs,
then a2 to look for charis bigsista,
toilet with her , xinyi and fannie(:
afterthat., down to bench to look for yuxuan,
hoho! we're long tooking our way there^^ ,
daughter came next, she's ultra cute?
hmph talk and talks.
assembly afterthat,
crazy!, if we didnt wears tie next wednesday, there will be in-house-suspention? wtf?!.
but dun wanna care much, lolxs!
saw ho boon hao (: , rizam taoeh(: , and his classmate,
he's asking for internet cable,they were doing ebs,
so im bored and walk around with them and talk somethings about ***** ,
hahas, you dunnoe right? dunnoe then shuttup, (:
was really fun walking with them, and suddenly miss the time slacking with them luhs!(;
went back to class after that ,
lessons next was dnt, ms ong is crazy?
hahas, nicholas make us really laugh our ass out luhs!,
i was bullied by two VIOLENT girls, haoyu and liqi,
hoohoo!, they whack me painfully, hmph i hope i wont say YAOMING again, WTHS!,
its so painfull cans, walaos!,
recess next, went with charis big sista, fannie and xinyi,
ate with charis bigsista, xinyi, fannie, yiqing (: , daphne and jerelyn,
hoho,
chemistry lesson, was talking with liqi and clara, then
class next was mother tongue, -.-
talktalktalk and crap with audrey,
O.o , darryl and blandon told me they were cane, and im like huh?why?!
ohh,asked blandon, then he said they pulled audrey's hand,and after that i dunoe?
he say its shiok? wths?
but its not painfull anyways, haha!
maths lesson was fun too, candles time with donovan curry!, audrey(; , megan was listening to her songs, haha!,
lessons ended.
SHITTY MAMA,
didnt went back class , ohgawd.
never went remedia , farkshit,
hope theres no detention or whateva, kns!.
kay, went pp with charis big sista, xinyi and donovan curry! (;
-.- donovan was really making me and big sista laughing our ass out luhs!, hahas.
he's full of craps, (:
shared fish soup with rice with big sista, thanks alotalot to her yeah!,
she didnt let me go hunger once, love her much yeah!,
-.- curry ate her noodle with ICE, wths,
finished eating,
kay, eugene brother came next,
hahas, went to return disc with big sista , then all of us went to slack,
sat on the void deck's floor, ^^ .
hahahas, curry drew eugene's face with green marker, hahahs.
curry and big sista drew domo on the floor , hahah!
curry had another idea, he took out his black white board marker and wanted to draw on eugene,
they both chased each other like mad,
and in the end eugene was drawn, haha!.
kay, cabbed home with eugene,
he paid the fare, thanks alot to him uh, !(:
kay home naos, finished doing my maths homework,
nao dnt.

friday was a public holiday,
haha!, going shoppin with big sista and her mummy ,(:
hoho, save save save,!(:


hmph, i really dunno should i give up or not,
sometimes i think there's hope but sometimes i think there's not,
why?
hmph,although we text at times,
but its so so so so so different from the past times kay,
its so far apart, hmph, i really dunnoe?
single or attached ? i dunnow which one?

how lovely is that mans,>loves loves, i love the times nao.

morning blues<3><. then boon asked zhenyang how come he knows, whats going on. and yang told us, he told us that he was the one that told zhenyang. and im like -.-'' gosh! ,. nahs, they two were like having their deserts early in the morning, wths!, kay left them halfway, as im heading to pp , whule they went somewhere elses, reached pp, and charis & xinyi were eating noodles, so , i bought it too, yummy yummy,! (; hmph , athira came aftermath, funfuns!(; finished eating , and we walked to school. we just reached school in time or rather coundted as late by a few minutes, hahaha!, assmebly at parade square kills!, its super duper hot, and im sweating like shitz, with megan and co. as the sun was just like shining directly infront of us, whatthehell. okay, lessons today are alrights, but jeffrey bestfriend was caned, gosh!><><
went fourth floor to walkwalk afterthat, -.-''
walaos, she's jitao anti-social canxs, hmph i love friendly peeepooos you know,
hahahahs!, lmaos.
yuxuan and lovely daughter joni dtth came after that,
funsfuns, craping around,
daughter is damn pretty and cute luhs, love die her eyes, ^^ .
kays, we went home afterthat,
yuxuan and daughter took cab home,
while me, sister, athira and eugene walked,
whatthafark, it was drizzling at first, but it went bigger and bigger
athira reached her voiddeck, and we were like running like crazy to reached charis's voiddeck,
butbutbut, overall, i love that yah, its so funfunfun!<3
cabbed after that with eugene brother, he paid.
but i need to pay him after that, walaos!.
homed right naos,
on msn with charis sister and eugene brother!(:



jitao shag after i heard what audrey told me, haiis.
no hope already, but i stil dunnoe who is he refrerring to,and is he lying.
boon says there's hope for us, but i dunnoe.
i still aint overcome the fear to talk to you, i will overcome oneday,
msging isnt an problem, but speaking out is a real problem, mygawds.
hmph, well i still miss you as i do ..
yeah, single is still the best,
you can love your tiongxim's ex again, talking to your boys' friend and freedom,
more time to spent with sisters and co. <3 .

school yesterday was alright. but thanks to that teacher that ruin my day after school,
-.-
complains and complains end up parents waiting for me after school, wtf!.
request back my phone from father, called charis.
yeah!, meeting her later back at punggol,
pekcek luhs, went sengkang kopitiam to have lunch ,
father bought me a handphone cover, (:
homed after that, didnt get any scoldings, (:
quickly bath,change then went to take bus,
hoohoo, took 83.
saw kimberly and colin brother(;
hahas, talktalk.
reached, so yeah byebye to them ,
walked to pp, koufu.
charis, athira and eugene was there, waiting,
opps!im late i think,
nehminds,im a little hungry ,
so i request to go pearl talk, cos i want to buy hotdog bread and bubble tea,
while waiting for xinyi and jeffrey bestfriend to come,
bought hotdog bread and drink, then we went voiddeck, and camwhore!(:
SORRY): USB CABLE SPOILED , SO AINT UPLOAD, ):
but borrowing from bestfriend, (;
walked to pp once again, cos i wanted to use the toilet ,
meet xinyi after that, as she reached.
hoho, charis was so happy, when she received her favourite tempura, (:
jeffrey reached too, hahas.
blahblahblahs.
cabbed to compass, two cabs.
hahahhas, eugene paid the cab fair, lmaos.
went time zone.(:
walaos, saw ahyong&justin.
gosh, sian to the max, i have and must go up tua, uncle is looking for me,
and im like missing for 4 months already,
liondance troupe is opening soon, hoho.
sian, so i must go up soon,): ,afterthat byebye to them,
and i keep msging ahmad , so cute of him , <3
he study must relax want, lmaos(;
walk in time zone, where the boys were playing maximum tune,
ohhh and , charis told me ahmad was there,
and im like so freaking happy cans!, hahhas(:
zzz, we didnt have time zone card, except eugene.
but he's playing so dunwan to talk to him,
so, i suggest that ahmad has it, then i was request to borrow it from ahmad,
but but, really feels weird to talk to him , and i dont dare,
so, charis says,if i dont say she will left with athira, and co.
then im like okayokay,
okay!, with all my courage and stupid fear im like finally talked to him,
and he's like what?
fark!,
asked him again, and he's like lending me his card,
gahs, sounds weird calling his name, used to called him bi, haiis);
but at least get the chance to talk and sms him, all these must thanks alotlaot to charis bigsister!(:
halfway through, some unkind things happend, ahmad cant do anything to help, cos its not his problem,so yah,darryl left.
ahmad left too,
so yeah, charis/me/athira and xinyi continue to play our game, we are like super happy playing that game,(;
hahas, one little boy, came to charis and played with us,
so cute luhs he,
okay, we left timezone, cos its like boring already,
mmc called me halfway, she she want to met me,
she reached andi saw her with ahyong and justin,
really sorry to charis/athira/xinyi/eugene and jeffreybestfriend, for pangseh):
went 569 with mmc, cabbed there.
woohoo!, mmc has iphone already, played her iphone^^
funfun, i want a iphone too, its really lovely and fun,
went home at 6 , cos going out with family,
hahas, was damn tired so fall asleep on the way to amk,
daddy brought as to jap restaurant, he had a h2h talk to me,
telling me whats gonna happen soon, and im like haiis, why like that, understanding.
tsktsk,daddy deesiao me, walaos! hahas.
shopping after that, went cottonon!!!!
bought a skirt, hahas,
hmph i want to buy blue jeans blazer, clothes, rubi shoe(s) , and many other things.
saving money days are coming, sacrificing!.
okays, walk and walk and walk, we went in a sport shop and i saw AIRMAX!, gahs.
hmph, daddy says if i want i must show some results, hehe.
i must study hard already , like that dude<3 .
went ntuc after that, shop shop .
daddy bought me kinder bueano(: happyhappy./
heavy ): , and he bought keyboard and mousey too,hahahhas.
went mac, for dinner/supper.
daddy bought me caramel frappe, hahhas.
and gramdma bought 20 pieces of nuggets, and mummy bought strawberry milkshake(s),
ohhgod, damn this time gonna be fat already, gosh!
homed after that,tired.
slept again.(:


hmph, daddy really dote me alot naos,
i dunt want to dissapoint him again, its enuff ! ,
so im gonna study hard, and be well.(:


i miss you .
finally can like talk to you? ,
despite those past,
i really damn god miss you,
i miss ;the times having fun slacking together with boon, yang, chun, zam, anson, mervin and co.
its real fun!,
;the times we went hawpar villa ,
;the times we went town, and many places
;the times you wait for me at punggol, when im on the way back from saiguan or tua.
;the times you fetch me back home
;the tims we went sentosa and have fun with brothers.
;the tmes playing guitar and going crazy with brothers
;the times we shard secret together
;the times we ton with brothers
;the times we celebrate our month(s) anniversary
;the times we desssiao other people and eachother.
and etc.
i miss your shuffles dancing tgt with darryl too,
hmph, no matter i stead with other boy(s) after we broke,
i can say that i love you the most, its the fact.
i am really happy and feels im having alot of happiness with you those month(s) together,
although some unhappy things happened those times, in the past,
some unhappy things happened during my bbq.
i've forgotten those unhappy ones.
you expect me to change in the past, but i didnt,
but nao i am,
we are nao friends, bt i want to past back , );
i dunnoe is there hope, but crazy boon says there is hope,
let natural be bahs,
and and and our favourite song , from first to last;emily.
boys like girls;hero/heroine
and many many! <3 .
and our favourite food is chicken wing rice (:
hoho! .
(;

met-bestfriend-this-morning-school.
haircheck-passed,so-lucky!(:
lessons-today-were-fine.
recess-with-bestfriend&co.
gosh!,currybestfriend-ate-the-fishball-that-is-soaked-into-the-bluberry-drink,
rathersuprised.!(:
slept-during-karishma-lesson,
and-she-didnt-wokeme-up,great!(:
had-oral-after-school,it-was-difficult-luh!,
and-its-like-raining-heavily.
while-waiting-for-the-rain-to-like-get-smaller,
chatted-with-qq&jocelyn/shengjia&currycrazyfriend-too,
borrowed-umbrella-from-currybestfriend,to-get-to-pp,
waited-for-charis&athira's-arrival,eugene-too,
saw-rizambrother!(:,
and-he-was-like-asking-why-am-i-here,and-he's-mum-there,
chat-with-him,
charis&co.came,they-were-like-soaked!><
okay,bought-my-lunch,finished.
then-went-the-salon-at-4th-floor,as-that-pathethic-eugene-wants-to-cut-hair,
while-waiting-for-him,somethings-happen(:
gosh!,didnt-realised-he-would-reply-me,
happyhappy!(;
slacked-afterthat,took-pictures-too(:
nicenice!(;
charis-called-boonhao-down-too,
while-waiting-athira and me -went-crazy,farting,breathingjokes(:
boon-knows-what-im-actually-writting,gosh.
he-found-out,then-we-had-it-as-a-secret.!(:
blahs.


even-though-we-left-each-other-few-months-already,i-had-other
hmph,they-say-there's-hope-still-nao,hope-it-came-true-realllllll(:

oooopps!,sorry-sister-im-late-today,
gosh,we-aint-find-athira,so-worry,
farkluhs,please-dont-lie-to-me-already,
if-you-dont-have-the-amount-please-dont-say-you-aint-come-out-for-weeks,
super-dissapointed-can,hais.
went-pp,and-school-with-sister,
went-assembly&we're-still-worrying-about-athira,
gosh!,
naoadays,studies-are-going-DOWNDOWNDOWNDOWNDOWN,
gonna-jiayous&no-more-playing-from-today-onwards,
all-i-have-to-do-is,study-in-school/home.
only-fun-after-school,and-weekdays.
hurray!,dnt-sktechtest,ive-had,24/30&22/30,
hahahahs,somehow-happy-luhs.
maths-lessons-was-high!,went-crazy,
with-donovan,jeffrey,and-audrey.
hahahs.
afterschool,went-home-with-megan,
saw-charisSISTER&xinyi,happyhappy,hmph,gotta-byebye-with-them,
cos-im-like-cabbing-with-megan-home,
bath,packedup,and-back-to-school,for-training.
was-real-fun&interesting-today,
had-a-h2h-tlak-with-daughter,
love-her-real-much-luhs,
waited-for-that-curry,donovan,jeffrey,and-went-pp,
haikal-came-to-meet-daughter,so-yup-byebye-to-her,
bused-home-after-that,
studying&using-com-naos.

im-changing-myself,not-the-old-jacelyn-already,
somehow-i-must-change.
(:

going-out-with-jeffrey&sliver-this-friday-probably,
hurrays!(:

met-jeffrey-in-bus-today,
was-super-duper-tired-in-class,slept.
scoldings-came-one-after-another,
walaos,
someone-got-slap-today,was-really-shameless,
but-she-deserves-it,sorry-if-you-think-its-you.
went-koufu-after-school,with-charis&athira.
ate,home-aftermath.
went-bestfriend-house,patrick-was-there-too,
they-were-like-playing-blackshot?,
sounds-interesting,
slept-at-the-sofa,damn-tired.
wokeup,,walked-to-mall,afterthat,
crap-with-bestfriend,while-patrick-went-home.
bought-dnt-sketchbook&paint,spend-so-much-money.wtfs!
slacked,
saw-donovan(curry)!,and-his-co.
Went-with-them,ate-mac.
bestfriend,me&curry.were-going-crazy-in-mac,
talking-craps-and-laughingmyassout.
walked-to-green,went-lan-with-them,
gosh,was-really-tired,



hmph,this-post-is-for-CHARIS&ALDONIS,
hmph,we-are-down-these-days,but-no-matter-what,we-must-stay-happy,
cos-life's-still-must-carry-on,
must-stay-positive,right?
friends,sisters&brothers-are-always-there,for-us.
stay-happy!(:

met-charis&xinyi-today,
breadfast-then-school,
saw-nicolette/sara&clifford.
finish,and-we-went-off-to-school,
farkthat,om-caught-my-hair,and-was-like-scolding-me,
lessons-today-were-alright,im-more-guai-today,LOLs.
i-did-studied,but-was-disturb-by-darrenporkbestie,
crazyhim,keep-cracking-LAMEjokes,was-like-DIAOS.
hahas,recess-with-charis/yiqing&co.
mothertongue-lessons-was-really-freaking-me-out,
walaos!,peifu-darryl,he's-really-crazy,gosh!
lmaos-luhs!,
afterschool,waited-for-charis&xinyi.
then-walked-to-pp,to-meet-her-sissy&friend,
bubbletea,somesortofincidenthappen,
went-koufu-to-have-lunch-aftermath,
grace&her-friend-came-aftermath,
she's-preetty-the-way-she-dress,(:
slack,slack,met-jeffrey.
then-we-went-compass,walked-around,
went-home-aftermath,cos-i-want-to-change-into-homeclothes,
went-plaza-for-pool-afterthat,
lols,finally-can-win-bestfriend-smoothly,in-the-whole-game!(:
fark,knock-onto-the-table,swollen-scar-naos):
played-halfway,saw-jasmine!(:
hahas,she's-cute-luhs!(;
she-left-afterthat-with-her-friends,
so,i-continue-to-play-with-bestfriend,till-9.30,them-home,
many-homework!pleased,ohhgod.
stop-the-time-naos,-i-dunt-wana-go-farking-school.):

kay,met-crazybestfriend-at-my-voiddeck,
walked-to-mall,waited-for-yiren-to-come,
walked-to-plaza-aftermath,
played-many-round,effin-fun,crazybestie,lostme-2-rounds,
won-him&yiren,few-rounds,
paid-money,saw-ahmad;idiot!(:,youngerbrother,
walk-to-mall,met-jiahao,he's-back-from-malaysia.
crap-alots,walked-to-crazybestfriend's-housey,
played-blackshot,while-i-am-msging-mmc,
yeah,its-true-single-is-better!afterall.
went-interviewed-with-them-at-mac.
i-gonna-work-soon,moneymoneymoney.
wanna-go-shopppppp.

okays,meeting-charis;sister,tmr-morning,
breadfast-then-school,
nobody-will-know-who-am-i-tmr,hoho.
kay,crazybestfriend-maybe-getting-cane-tmr,
cos-of-truancy,mygawds.
hmph,tomorrow-gonna-be-a-better-day.
after-school-tmr,meeting-grace&charis's-co.with-charis,(:
hahas,must-be-fun-yoh!(:
buhbyes,


overall,SISTERS,FRIENDS,BROTHERS,are-important,(:
nothing-elsed*.(;
cheerupkay,mmc(;
loves!(:

heyyoh,mindyourwordsinyourpost,
beforeyoushootwordsatus,machiamwearecheapforhim.
wtf.gosh,thinkitoverMILLIONTIMES,!

21march.
going-out-today,with-crazybestfriend.
lmaos,
mood-today,isnt-that-GREAT?
didnt-knew-bout-the-reasons,
my-tagbox-is-back,
pictures-are-coming-back-too,
realsoon,
miss-emilyLHY,ahjie,much.
its-been-times-not-seeing-her-already.
school-starting-tmr,freak.
but-its-good&lovely-though.
going-crazy&fun-with-clique.(:



hatred-myself-from-receiving-you.
today's-gonna-be-a-better-day.
not-the-past-already.(:
so-SMILE.!(:

its-true-what-jingwenjie-post,
a-LEOPARD-WONT-CHANGE-ITS-SPOTS.
effin-agree,with-that!(:

went-uncle-housey-yesterday.
he's-suffering-from-cancer,
due-to-smoking,i-think-so,.
everyone-has-to-leave-this-world-one-day,
why-aint-i-leave-early?.

went-tampinies1&mall,
afterthat,for-someshopping,
mummy-wants-to-buy-a-pair-of-sandals,from-sketches,
which-cost,$89,but-then-she-reconsider,to-buy-it-nextweek,
hmph,i-bought-many-clothes,from-uniquo.
like-it-alot,
bought-a-black-watch-too,muchcools,
shopping-was-continuing,
was-hungry-halfway,didnt-have-breadfast&lunch.
told-mummy,
so-we-bused-to-loyang,to-have-lunch!(:
mummy-ordered,stringray,lambsoup,porkchopnoodles,
and-grandma-ate-fishsoup,
effin-full-to-the-max,
bused-back-to-tamp,
how-stupid-is-that,
daddy-called-up-to-help-him-buy-YAMZAKI's-bread,
bought-those-bread-for,$11bucks,><
ex,please.
went-century,saw-thebox,
freaking-like-the-newarrivals,
bought-a-top,
thetimecheckwas,10am.
bused-back-home.
otw-back-,thought-over-many-things,
just-speechless-to-described.
reached-home,and-uncle-was-on-youtube-watching-a-superfunny-video.
lmaos,hahas.


okays,tomorrow's-event.
meeting-crazybestfriend,
then-mac-for-interview.
really-want-some-money-naos,
want-to-go-for-shopping-and-outing-again(:

relationship-ended.
just-speechless-to-describe.
went-town-to-meet-grandma-mummy-uncle&co.
shopping-spree.
came-back.
that-girl*-was-like-calling-my-name,
farkthat,just-ignore,
i-not-interested-to-be-your-friend.
thanks!(;
single-life's-not-bad,
want-sisters-outing-again!(:
hope,leonardlim-case-will-be-alrights.
and-HAPPY-BIRTHDAY-TO-DONOVAN-CURRYBESTIE!(:

bye.
EMM-II-AAA.

francishouse>fufakopitam>lan>569>450>bi'shousey>699playground>homed.
went-up-francishouse-to-meet-baby-and-maomaocong-there,
mmc-was-helping-bi-to-peirce-his-tongue,woooo.
pain*><.
help-him-wipe-his-saliva,blood-on-his-saliva-too,
kay,he's-done.
thenn-slack-a-while-at-his-housey,
alan-came-up-too,
and-he-dressup-in-francis's-skinny(s),
and-make-a-fool-of-himself,and-make-us-laugh-our-ass-out,
mmc-took-video-of-him,
went-down-to-green,
saw-pekyee,ang-and-leonard,
they-came-with-us-aftermath,
they-ate-at-kopitiam,
we-were-so-boring,so-went-up-to-lan,to-play-l4d.
laugh-my-ass-out,was-really-fun,
played-halfway-was-supposed-to-leave-with-bi,to-reporting,but-alan-dont-let-me-go,
so-i've-no-choice,bi-went-alone-with-his-daddy,
texted-him,
we-left-afterthat-too,
went-569,
ate-maggie-mee-with-leonard,
out-of-sudden,
francis-said,actually,
jacelyn-and-leonard-very-pei,
then-im-like-huh?!,mygawd.
lols,
hmmph,yingjie-came-aftermath,
alan-and-yingjie-went-back-marsiling,
out-of-no-sudden,
leonard-asked-me-you-got-girl-friend(s)-to-intro,
so,i-said-nope,
wtf><,francis-gave-a-huge-nice-intro-to-leonard.
leonard-really-thought-that-she-was-a-chiobu-ttm,
and-he-called-hanbing-not-to-snatch,omg-can.
endup,what-he-saw-was-a-><.
hahahahas,bad!>darren,me,were-like-laughing-till-drop.
francis-ma0ma0cong-and-shawn-came-afterthat,
they-were-like-laughing-too(;
really-buaytahan,
somethings-happened.
blahblahblah,
i-was-really-angry-when-hb-said-those-words-to-bi,
when-i-didnt-asked-those-questions-at-all,
farkluhs,
cabbed-back-569,
went-up-bi's-housey,
told-him-and-asked-him-about-it,.
and-saw-rebecca-was-actually-at-his-house,
talking,went-in-his-house,
bi-was-so-hyper-today,lols.
help-him-washed-his-tongue-stud.
finished-his-dinner,
helping-him-to-put-back-his-stud,but-it-closed-le,
oooppps>its-very-painfull-cans.
hmmph,helped-bi-to-apply-his-rashes-cream,
then-watched-the-hongkong-show.
went-off-at-9pm,
went-699playground-to-meet-maomaocong,pekyee-and.co(;
have-much-funxs,
but-halfway,farking-sister-walkpass,and-she-bomb-me-to-my-mum,
fakrluhs,knnccb.
my-ear-was-lke-bursting.
i-rather-to-be-like-darren,
have-no-parents-luhs,and-no-siblings.
its-a-toallty-burden-cans.
farkoff-and-die-luhs.

nao-i-can-see-who-i-can-trust-and-who-aint-trust.
they-proved-to-me,
hmmph,overall,sisters-and-boyfriend,can-be-trusted.
they-keep-secrets,





todays'-first-month-with-jervinlimshaobin,
my-silly,crazy,dumb-baby(;
have-much-funs-with-him,
really-love-him-tothemax(:
and-he-finally-can-understand-me-le(;
byes.
160210:093035

bought-lunch-for-dearest-today,
hehaho,the-same-thing,
chickenrice,our-favourite!(:
gave-dearest--chicken-skin,he-likes-it-alot.
hehe^^.
hmmph,dearest-went-tamp;mall-with-aiqi.
i-didnt-dress-approprately-today,so-yup-i-didnt-accompany-dearest,
called-up-darren,met-him.
gosh,he-was-long-uh,waited-for-him,15mins.
likeduh!
went-lan-with-him,
danny,quayuum-and-firdaus,was-there.
i-just-kept-quiet,
leonard-called-me-aftermath,
he-came,
actually-was-to-play-dota,woth-them,but-i-dunwant,hehe.
played-till-2plus,walked-back-to-569,to-wait-for-mmc,
was-super-hungry,
so,we-went-to-econ-to-buy,maggienoodle,
shiokshiok!(:
was-super-boring,
so-we-went-hougangmall,to-bought-soemthings,
then-headed-to-plaza-for-pool,
bestie-came-aftermath,and-weizhong,
hmmph-saw-bryan-too.
gosh,my-skills-are-downgrading,must-jiayou!(:
hmph,bryan-was-crazy,he-says-i-smoke,
and-im-like,huh?!when-did-i-smoke-luhs,mygawd.
wentoff-after-that,
bought-icecream,at-inter-mac.
eeeew,danny-was-super-disgusted.
he-replace-the-icecream-as-something-effin-dirty,
mygawd.
finish-our-icecream,took325,
hmmph,sawbabywith-aiqi,they-were-walking-back-to-569,
we've-reach-569,pekyee-came,^^.
hehehe,
hmmph,leonard-wants-to-cut-hair,
so-yup,pekyee-and-me,accompany-him-go,
while-darren-and-danny,wait-for-baby's-arrival,
walked-halfway,baby-called-me-with-darren's-phoney,
and-he-sounds-super-angry,
and-im-like-wth,gosh!,what-have-i-done,
so-im-like-keep-asking-him,
and-lastly,he-was-just-joking-with-me,he-laughed.
likewise-me-too,
silly&silly(;
leonard-cut-his-hair-at-seconds,
took-10mins-towait,
so,pekyee-and-me-walked-around,looking-at-prices-for-rebonding,
walked-around-then-went-back-le,
leonard-finish-his-cut,so,walked-back-to-569.
went-home-afterthat,
baby-was-so-crazy,hahhahahas,
i-just-love-is-new-piercing-too(:
he-eventually-extended-his-hole-too,
cool-luhs,(:
lol,
okay,im-back-home-naos.
its-so-boring,
yeah,baby-its-right,
im-always-bored,like-duh!
its-correct,
only-when-im-outside,with-clique,
and-baby,im-not-bored-luhs,hahahs.
going-to-school-tmr,learning-journey-to-ECP.
for-artanddnt-students,
meeting-bigbig-sister-tmr,(:
and-straight-after-learning-journey,come-back-to-hougang-to-meet-baby(:
hehehe,


moneymoneymoney,iswhatiwantitrightnaos.

met-mmc&co.-today,
silly-came-after-that,
i-told-darren-to-help-me-pass-the-bracelet-to-silly-cos-alan-is-there,
he-wore-and-showed-it-to-me,hahas.
called-bigbigsister,aftermath.
and-she-told-me-something,
hmpph,i-really-hope-that,she-wont-angry-me-cos-i-said-that-sentence-that-time,i-had-reasons,
i-will-always-stand-on-her-side,no-matter-what,
really-hope-she-wont-angry):
monday,meeting-bigbigsister^^.
all-the-guys-went-for-friendly-sparing-with-eachother,
just-tapping,
and,we-girls-went-for-it-too,
gosh,i-had-tospare-with-xdoor-gina,
okay,not-so-pain.
but-when-its-xdoor-turn,
can-tell-its-painfull,cos-more-punches-to-eachother,
both-of-us,had-bruises,
woah!,mmc's-is-super-painful,and-scary-luhs,









meaningless.

afternoon!,><
woke-up-msg-silly!.
didnt-notice-i-woke-up-so-late-today,
gosh!,and-i-told-him,morning><
peepps,luhs!blush.(;
okay,gonna-go-13-meeting-later(:
farkluhs,daddy-gonna-return-my-phone-to-me-only-at-2.30pm-today,cb.
probably-meeting-bestie-later,(;
andand-the-1st-thing--will-do-when-received-back-my-phone-was-to-call,
CHARISpang,bigbigsister,and-msg-sillllllyyy!(;
i-really-hate-my-parents-nao-alotalot,
considering-not-to-even-speak-a-word-to-them.
unless,its-really-emergency.


days,are-quite-down-for-me-these-days,
think-alot,
but-my-sunshine-is-there,bigbigsister-too.
any-people-are-there-for-me-too,
i-shall-be-glad-and-feel-happiness.
(:



16march2010.
is-coming-le,
gonna-go-out-with-my-silllyyyy,<3
loves-him-much-much,!

just-back=from-schooladventurecamp,at-kotaa;tinggi.
manny-things-to-elaborate,but-had-to-post-a-short-one-though,
climb-the-summit,plyed-paint-ball,amazingrace,shoppping-andetc.
the-camp-really-go-crazy,
was-too-tired,too-dirty-too-sweaty,
bought-a-pair-of-nike-shoes,and-a-bracelet-for-my-sillyboy,
hope-he-likes-it-much(:
missses,him-and-bigbigsister,and-my-home;bed;toilet;aircon,
alotalotalot.
paintball-was-really-fun,the-best-part-of-the-camp,
shot-down-hani,afterthat,was-about-to-hit-pauline,then-bullets-ranout,fark.
so,let-vannaza-to-continue,but-lastly-she-was-shot-by-valencia.
i-damn-hate-the-part-amazing-race,
my-eye-was-swollen-during-the-race,
farkup.
thanks-to-teachers(:--,for-the-visiting-of-me-in-the-first-aid-room(;
esp,ms-engracialim,she's-great!(:
hmmph,damn-angry-with-shengjia,
she-smack-my-butt,with-a-long-twig,
when-i-did-nothing-to-him,
shouted-and-scolded-him,
he-shutup,
dunoe-what-the-hell-is-he-thinking-in-his-mind,
didnt-talk-to-him-after-that.
reached-singapore,
took-cab-with-dennise,at-pp.
reached-home,bathe,text-bi.
was-too-tired,so-went-to-sleep,
shall-end-here,

met-charis;bigbigsister,this-morning,
hahas,she's-cute-canxs,
she-treat-me-nasilemak,and-i-treat-her-drink(;
hahas,
school-today-was-effin-BORED!
hayohs!,
after-school,went-mac-with-vannaza-to-have-lunch(:
she-bought-a-drink-from-starbucks-and-we-share,
and-its-like-yummy-luhs!(;
okays,today-i-aint-meet-my-sillyboy,
cos-gonna-go-out-wit-family,duh!
daddy-gave-me-30bucks-today,for-like-nothing?
okays,i-bought-a-peacelogo;bracelet-just-naos.
then-umbro-trackkpants,then-abagpack(;
home-naos,msging-my-sillyboy.
his-asleep-naos,
YLI.(;
byes.
gonna-go-camp-tmrs.!

farkthatkeyboard-
keyboard's-spacekey-was-stuck!):
okay,everything-is-back-into-a-piece-naos.
was-really-happy-can!
went-to-ehub-to-meet-alan-and-his-gf-today,with-darren-shaobin-ang.
had-pastamania-for-lunch(:
back-to-hougang-cabbed.
blah-blah-blah.
manythings-happened.
LMAOS,hanbing&shaobin,was-chasing-each-other,hahahas.
blahblahblah.
pix-with-silly.(:
went-for-a-hair-cut,with-weiliin-&-sienmun!(:
after-they-met-me,
aftermath-bused-to-amk-alone-to-meet-mummy,
then-back-to-hougang-again,
nao-talking-on-the-phone-with-CHARIS-bigbig-sister!(:
meeting-her-tmrw's(:
will-be-going-to-camp-at-kota-tinggi-on-tues.
gotta-miss-my-dearest-ttm!,haiis.):
his-going-to-camp-on-wed,
fark-that-hair-stylist,my=fringe-nao-is-really-CMI,
FML-luhs.):

days-are-getting-better-(:
evol-evol-evol!

slept at 1am plus last night,
talked on msn with big sister, CHARIS alot.
thought things over last night too.
really dunt know what the fark im doing naos.
i miss those sisters outing days,
must really go out with them agains,
esp charis, really have funz when im out with her ! (;
i miss shopping, i want to have shopping spreee.
cutting hair today, probably with weilin sister ^^ .
then after that compass to buy needs?
okay , tuesday gonna be the camp.
really sucks to the core canz,
i dun wanna go , i want to stay at SINGAPORE can,
malaysia sucks ,gaaahs.
childhood days are really great, no fannaos, no sadness, no worries.
nehhmind, we still have to be mature in any days,
no chioce.
super boring naos,
weilin ohh, faster wake up cans (:
must upload pictures le, its been times not posting pictures in post already,
><



somehow, coldness does kills.
missing you hurts,
breaking up dies,
quarreling sucks,
coldwar farks,
loving a person is so easy,
letting go isnt easy,
why do a loving couple must be separated .
the heaven is so cruel , even the fact was cruel too.
why do a person dont treasure the love one, till he or she was gone and you regretted, and the best part if you didnt regret , you musting be toying.
even a person had gone, you should want him or her back if you love her ,
leaving is a farking cruel thing, when you dont know whats their feelings inside.
you maybe happy when you leave, but they were always the one being emo, sad, and many.
theres one word hongsters never dies,
but the oppositions feeling dies,
i hate hongsters luhs.
those people who tiongxim is always the one been hurt ,
think about it bahs,



mood naos= no good, frustrated.
song listening nao= shut it down, move shake drop.
things doing nao= blogging, talking on msn, talking over the phone with weilin.
what to to next= make a nice tagbox for big sister, charis to tag ! ^^
things i dont like naos= coldness, coldwar,
colour i like naos=pink, sliver, gold, yellow,red.
favourite character=DOMO , hello kitty,
things i want naos=heels,baggy,ipod touch, audio techincal vintage stars 80bucks headphone,shopping with charis and co.
wishes for me naos=him.
what i had to do next=study, and many things.
i dont want to go for detention anymore ,in this year.
detention farks and sucks ttm uh! .
things i cant do naos=i cant mia le.
i must save money le, cos DONOVAN CURRY! birthday is coming, outing to celebrate and shopping with that curry.
sixteenth's is coming, howhow?!
gaaaaaaahs.

gonna change blog songs ,

didnt went school today, just dont feel like, im too tired and sick of the poute to school.
so woke up arounf 9 plus by daddy,
bathe, prepared then went out .
went daddy's office>temple>immigration board>vivo>hsh.
gahhs, so paiseh when i walked into daddy's office.
so i just shutup, but daddy asked me to call them . ><
so follow ohh ><
went to temple at tohpayoh, watsoever, i dunt know how to spell.
prayed, at get a nice qian,
god asked me to have perserverance in myself, there will something eventually succeed in my future, i've just lons something, but it will come back .
finish reading then i burned it away.
aftermath,went to eat wanton noodle with daddy.
went to lavendar to collect passport.
its freaking long canx, slept a while till it reaches my turn.
and its like FINALLY ><
went vivo afterthat, meet up mother>< , grandma and sister><
then ate, shop all the way.
bought a ROXY wallet,
went LG shop to take back the reparing phone>< ,
bought acessories from FOREVER21,
bought many other things.
now im aiming for, a brown handbaggy,
charles and keith heels! ,
ocean minded yellow or pink sandals,
blue jeans blazer, and more clothes.
wenthome around 10plus ,
hohoho, i didnt realised caiying and aiqi was calling me from the back , cos im blasting my music using my headphone,
so she gave me a tap, im shocked! lol.
talk a few sentence and have to left them, sorries><
hsh now, packing my shelf.
its too messy.

somehow i realised, whenever i go today,
i think of you, cos i miss you somehow .






CHARIS PANG JIA XIN(;
i miss you uh, faster come back school ohh,
lets go out ASAP okay, very long never go out with you le ohh):
big big sister(: , hehehe (:

school today was damn moodless,
and the best part that charis girl didnt come,
totally worst can.]:
pe lesson was fine, basketball to chuqi , with jeffrey bestie and co.
jeffrey, leslie , chiunwei, was the few that do stupid acts to make me laugh,
didnt have the mood to study suddenly , so i slept through till maths lesson,
my muthu curry, audrey and jeffrey bestie was there to make me laugh again,
afterschool, was with jeffrey and leslie,
then kahmay mummy,yiqing and my didi ernest,
he's damn stupid and retarded, but his acts are also super funny ,but eventuall i didnt laughs.
went up for training,
was damn boring and moodless.
but still have to carry on.
went pp with jermaine , siyiing, jiayi and another junior .
saw renee, had a h2h talk with her,
wee prrima deli with siying was saw mr ngbc,
our hates between me and hm is over,
took 62 and walk home after alighting from 62 with jermaine , siying and jiayi.
was solo after that ,
caiying saw me and she called me,
i didnt thought that i will saw him there,
i dunt know i should say a word mah,
cos ignoring suck can,
caiying sent him home, as he had probation.
talked with aiqi,
aftermath,sent caiying to bus stop with aiqi,
walked home with aiqi, talk alot,
thanks ohh for accompanying me to walk home (:
nowadays, im isnt right,
brought phone to school, hair colour isnt right, slept during class,
scold teachers if they were rude ,
hmpph, im gonna study very well from nao onwards to get flying colours.


charis,
girl ohh, must recover asap okeh! ,
miss you alot ohh :o




ididnt knew after you had left, my ways of leaving were very different,
i miss you , as in the fact .
i didnt expect anything,
but i can predict that you wouldnt wait for me le.
but i wiill stiil wait deh.

im single once again,
he wants me to study and talk aobut it later on.
i hope he wont change his heart, as im already loving and treasuring him much,
but somehow things happen bcos of my mum, i really cant understand her,
but no matter what , i will study hard and get good grades.
im still awaiting for him to come back, cos i really miss him alot.
no matter what i aint love others, but only loves you .

had to thank charis girl ! ,weilin ! ,aldonis and uncle.
i will jiayou okays,
very moodless nows, wont be able to smile again,
if the sunshine comes back ,
today is bad, tomorrow too.





mia-ing.

was super fucked up with mum nowadays,
really dont want to know what the fuck had happen to her and what is she thinking,
daddy, grandma and uncle cant stand her too.
she way too crazy! fuck her !
she went to quarrel with daddy , saying want to divorce , what are all these.
finding problems for nothing,really aint understand her.
im gonna MIA,soon.
nehhh mindd, let her think , says and do anything she wants to bah,
school today was quite fine,
damn tired, so fell asleep during cheang's lesson,
he wake me , shengjia and leslie up thrice,
fedup and i didnt have the mood to sleep le,
all the way with charis and fannie during recess,
was freaking shag to the max, i didnt knew why,
mother tongue class was damn funny ,
blandon talk to bi on the phone, shocked him , hahas.
zzz. stupid darryl keep disturb me, till i laugh cos i thik he is damn lame and stupid.
LOL.
lessons afterthat was physics and chemistry, was rather noisy and aint concentrate,
shouted at that moron kid jerry choo and my curry friend, chuinwei,
they were like shouting here and there, pekcek cans,
so i shouted kaopeh lah, shut up can?
hahahs, lmao.
ms kahrishma stunt, hahahahas.
LOL.
school ends.
cab with megan , sherry to sengkang,
met bi at sengkang polyclinic and saw rayner with him ,
they were taking mcs .
rayner went off after he is done, to fetch his girlfriend.
so, left me and bi.
waited till his turn,
done with everything, then bus back hougang,
homed, bathe.
quarrel with mother(!) again.
grandma had a talk with me,
telling me to ignore her,
damn it to mum lahs.
currently at bi's housey naos,
bought our lunch, chicken rice once again.
ate , watch sun wukong,
then he went to sleep.
his too tired le.
waiting for him to wake up a while more,
to meet hanbing and co.




thanks to WEILIN alot these days,
she been my listening ear these days, (:
thanks to CHARIS too, love her to the max ! (:
hope girl's


bi,your nao sleeping, hehe.
hope your court review this month will be good keh,
i will be here for you. no matter what okehs,
i'm not gonna listen to what the fishies my mum speaking.
she's crazy.
im always loving you alrights ! ,
>.<
160210;093035.
loves (: