Whatever, today isnt my day.
cant meet up candice hunney, fuck this shit .
quarrel with grandma and mother.
unreasonable bitches, seriously .
perhaps going out later,
nowadays im really very very damn moodless,
always thinking of something* ,
i dont know how and what is going on , should i forget (...)
he's a hongster though,actions prove louder than words.
maaybe in my life , he will be no longer in my content .
knowing him is easier than forgetting him .
its just a dreamt in my life for 2-3weeks, thats shows me how great you are .

i dont wanna stuck in any relationship anymore, single will be the best .
no worries, handphone will be peacefull , no heartbreaking and all sorts of nonsense .
i need fairygodmother here ,
i promised myself , when school repoens, study all the way.
afterschool, lunch-go home .
ccas-attend-ed , i wanna throw myself into busy mode, numb all my sadness from this month r/s , and so i wont fail eoy.


Say what about me all you want, if im a hongster i wont last with you .
you're the one who dont want to give me chance, leaving me alone for so many months,
breaking up your promise, giving me false hopes,
nao i like another guy, you say im hongster when you text-ed me , last two weeks .
you said you love me but you dont wanna get back to my side, as things are and will be different ,so whats the point if i say i still love you , i will be just lying to myself .
im wordless to describe you, i hongster or you hongster, you think it through carefull,
bit by bit .



- You are gone perhaps, we've drifted for days, im happy with you, no sadness at all .
but one day , you said that you maybe will change of heart, and you said im sorry .
i ran out or words to say , and reply you .
nextday, we didnt text for many hours, but when you suddenly text me , i was quite happy
but i think you're bored then you bother to text me . Am i right ,
you made a dissapointment to me ,


-BroA went in already, hope will be fine .


i woke up from a nightmare and a fairytale dream , it all come to an end .