Town yesterday with shaoxuan, uncle and grandma, was very tired but somehow interesting , uncle bought cheesecake from japan,hoya dontknow what plum alchohol thingy, takoyaki and many , cost him a bomb. over a 50bucks plus . Overall i love the cheesecake (Y) , shopping time , uncle wants to buy the adidas shirt for the fifa thingy, cost 99 bucks? damn ex to me . LOL but he didnt buy it as theres no more stock already , while shopping i saw a pair of black vans shoe , and a reebok airpump dunks, really like and love it , perhaps. well, to me no money is really a sucking time, seriously. shaoxuan bought a little toycar, wow. $29.90 , laughs , he keep whining for it like 15 mins , till he bought it . cute* (: , i dont wish for anything nao, i just wanna have happiness in my life, a colourfull one ,just like the past . back here, i've been walking from wisma>takashimaya>fareast>tangs and many. Leggs are damn painfull,backhome at 11plus.

Being tiongxim, will only get hurt after the guy doesnt wants you , being a hongster people will talk bad behing you, guys are always hurting girls ,will only see girls crying over, not thre boys . love the person so madly deep then end it , just like a nightmare .After breaking up ,they wait the that person so long, end up he when for the another girl, and you end up crying over like a pile of shit, he came back to you and say i loveyou after sometime, but you was in love with another guy already, as he asked you for get him and get a new boyf, in the past , but he forgotten what he said to you ,he found out that you are in love witgh another boy just these few days and said your a hongster, guys nao are useless, only know whats chiobu and whats not . Being a hongster, is equal to hurt the opp , change so many stead, for what , being famous? . Hurting a girl , and say sorry , i dont think it cure everything ,if you dont wanna have her in your life, then dont contact or even say sweet things to her, saying a sorry , doesnt cure anything at all , it dont cure the sadness over her, at all. think it over carefully . love the correct person . Know i learn my lesson about this .I Will Never Forget and Forgive these situations . Dreaming about you for past few days, during last week, those happy times spending with you in dreams, but i've wokeup and stand strong, and i said that i will forget you andtell myself , i didntknow you from the start , (;

Monday-meet up candicetan , tuesday-floorball then family gathering , wed-i dont know , thurs-i dontknow ,fri-floorball . Life and time is past-ing so damn slow .

edited post - went out for basketball with jeffrey during evening, meet up candice tan at hougang ,went green to slack, then homed . She's my hunneh (:

relationship was just a fairytale, it always has an ending .