meeting yesterday,
nothing much to elaborate .
down jurong for family.
its a long long long distance .
otw, teared.
as i think about r/s thing .
i'm not happy at all.
headached and giddyness .
text-ed with boyf .
then sleep.





i've enough of my mum, fucking hell.
dont knowwhat she really wants.
just wake up already want to quarrel with me,
say poeple called her midnight and scold her, nb.
how i know who sia, cb i sleeping how the fuck i know .






why every -person changed after they get the thing they wants,
they always promised before they get it, but after they get it they changed,
they leave the thing alone, let it cold.
they dont know what's the feeling of it, when they are feeling so happily .
when they had enough or feels uneasy with it, they throw it away .
left it die, while they find another one .
after a long time, they want it back again .
just treating it better will hurts you?
promises are meant to be broken, why so many people agree,
already say its promise , why want to break it .
deeply dissapointed, so muchsomuch?
sometimes,just think so much so much,
cos there's something called worryness ? .