many unhappy things happen to me these few months, i knew he loved her , my mind was blank, i dunt know waht to do after i heard those, i knew i was a not totally perfect girlfriend, i do make u angry at times, not listening to what u advice , tell me at times, for my own good, instead , i object and make u angry, i am sorry, but, at times u do also make me angry, u are always late, but i dunt mind, u always smoke, i feel heartache.is not that i dun wan u smoke, is cos i love you, i care for you, which girlfriend wans her boyfriend to die early, it will be an end life thingbut u do promise me u will quit too, at times u make me angry, but i dunt mind, becos , i stil love you, i dun like quarrels, i hate those, i knew my attitude had change , my emotions, i dont know wad was happening to me, you should have told me those days, instead u hide it in ur heart, i am really sorry,i miss those days, though it was all the past, i appreciate those, pictures are all burnt, but one was not, u treat me as ur friend, i knew, i remembered, i waited outside ur house, every morningno matter, u are late or not, i still wait, my spinal cord injured i still wait, u left me after school , i dint said anything,although i felt sad, but i dint wan to let it out of my heartcos i dun wan to quarrel , i always advice you not so smoke so much , cared for ur health , cos i loved you so much i dint knew that ur dad, will check ur smses, i am sorry .u called me , and told me u was cane by ur dad, cos u escape tuition, i was so heartache, i was so emoed , on my way back from sai guan to homed,i teared too, cos i am heartache to heard that u got cane by ur dad, i remembered those words you told me, i knew smses u sent me, when u wan to stead with me isnt youi dunt mind, i was scolded , i dun mind,hate by ppl , i dun mind, cos i jus wan to be with youi didn ate for 5 days, cried for 2 weeks, tears for 2 weeks, thinking of you everyday, it had ended 35 days, chun , mummy was right, its good to forget him , his a lj kiabut i cant, i dunt know why.some of brothers are really bastard , i can say .no offence.instead of helping, u intro him other girl , then purposely say infront of me, i am wordless.fucked up.it was glad that it happen once, but it had end, i knewwished you luck , good byes, what can i do to let out all my sadness, and forget all the things that happen ?i dunt knw when the time its time to let go ,
right now?
i dunt know.
its getting deeper, the cut was deeper,
its bleeding,
love my sisters and brothers.
